Saturday Nights

Saturday nights, your works shoes are stilettos
Smell of cheap perfume
Makeup on your face, try to hide the pain
All the lies they look like the truth
Deep in your heart, all you want is love
But you never felt good enough
You got wrapped up in other plans
But this ain’t the way the story ends


[[*Clothing*]]
Top: Pseudo “Nuri Top” (Nude)
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothng & Co. “A Girls Thing Jegging Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed (January 2019)
Glasses: Lost Kings “Marquez” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitian
Heels: ChicChica “Colette” (Nude) @ Saturday Sale 01.19.19
Hair: RunAway “Melly” {NEW!} @ Salon 52
Necklace: MINIMAL “Sole Necklace” (Gold)
[[*Background & Pose*]]
Both by FoxCity @ Saturday Sale 01.19.19
Photo Booth – Reassurance
Pose – Oki Doki Bento Set

 

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Hello 2019 :D


Im baaacckkkk!!!

I know I took a much longer vacation than expected, but it was way overdue. Sometimes there just comes times in your life when you’ve did something for so long that you begin to lose your inspiration. And I was beginning to become that person. Needless to say, with everything that was about to take place I thought it was the perfect time to do a blogcation and just get away from it for a while.

                As a lot of you already know my rl mother had surgery on November 5, 2018. She had her whole spleen and half of her pancreas removed due to a mass they found. Luckily it wasn’t cancerous (YAY!) but it did take a bigger toll on her than we expected. To back up though it all kind of started around the end of August. The doctor appointments I had to take her to, the countless visits out of town to different hospitals, thus why my inspiration for blogging kinda started to cease to exist. My mind was in other places at the moment (as it should have been) and blogging just wasn’t my main priority at the moment.

                December rolled around which was when I initially thought Id be back to blogging, but that was put on hold. My mother was slowly but surely getting back to her normal self, but all the ER trips, doctor visits, and other hospital trips started to, I’m sure, lower my immune system and the second week in December I came down with who knows what, but it was the worst, worst, worst, sickness I’ve ever had in my life. Doctors couldn’t tell me what was wrong, but they continued to try to make me better. Each passing day only got worse. After four trips to different doctors I’m finally, sorta, starting to feel better, but I’m still not at 100% as my ears are still really infected. But I’m thinking its time for my blogging adventure to begin again as I can focus more on it now and with the break my mind is clear, and inspiration is starting to flow again.

                Thank you to everyone for being so patient with me over the past few months and especially a huge thank you to my sponsors who allowed my blogcation to last a little longer than expected. Yall are wonderful and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes me through the new year.

                I hope everyone’s January is off to an amazing start and your year continues to get better with each passing day.

Xoxo

Jaden ♥


[[*Clothing*]]
Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Pajama Silk Set” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: Runaway “Sue Recolored” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19
Rings: YUMMY “Curator Rings Set”
Milkshake: PewPew! “Creamy Milkshake Jar”
Nails: E.Marie “Mix&Match Pink Holo Coffin”
Backdrop: MINIMAL “Mood Bath” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19

Time for a break

My rl needs me. My rl mom needs me. She comes first.

I was going to do one last blog post for this month before I leave, but my creativity is gone right now.

My mind is elsewhere. I’m sorry, but I appreciate my Sponsors so much for understanding.

I’ll be back in December. ♥ Yall be good to one another.
xoxox,
Jaden

I dont know how Heaven could be better than this..

This is perfect
Come kiss me one more time
I couldn’t dream this up
Even if I tried
You and me in this moment
Feels like magic only
I’m right where I wanna be
Everybody’s talking about heaven like they just can’t wait to go
Saying how it’s gonna be so good, so beautiful
Lying next to you, in this bed with you, I ain’t convinced
‘Cause, I don’t know how, I don’t know how heaven, heaven
Could be better than this

[[*Outfit*]]
Top: Addams “Robyn Crop Top”
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Groovy Tweed Pants” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 November
Hair: Lamb “Dream”
[[*Backdrop and Pose*]]
Backdrop: FOXCITY “Photo Booth – City Life” {NEW!} @ Uber
Pose: Ana Poses “Behind your eyes” {NEW!} @ Dubai Event


Cherry Bombshell


[[*Outfit*]]
Jacket: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Cropped Bomber Jacket” {NEW!} @ Uber
Pants: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “High Waist Pants”
Hair: Little Bones “Alias” {NEW!} @ equal10
Glasses: Lost Kings AKA NEXOR “Prevail Shadez” {NEW!} @ Man Cave
Rings: Kunglers “Rowen Rings”
Nails: e.marie “Autumn Elegance”
Earrings: RHUDE “Cairo Earrings Gold”


 

Life is a journey


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress & Jacket: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Ana’s Dress” {NEW!} @ C88 September
(Both outfits in the post are the same. I’m just showing two endless
possibilities of how you can wear it.)
Hair: #Foxy “Mishi Hair”
Glasses #1: NEXOR “Beast Shadez” {NEW!} @ Man Cave
Glasses #2: NEXOR “Venus Shadez” {NEW!} @ Shiny Shabby
Heels: N-Core “Jane”
[[*DECOR & BACKGROUND*]]
Ionic “Phone and Stuff [Physics]”
Peaches “Tap that app”
e.marie “Life is a journey Map”
Ionic “Notes from college”
e.marie “Scenic Route Suitcase”
FOXCITY Background “The Lux”

Life is not always sunshine and rainbows


You know what true strength is? It’s being able to admit

when you are actually feeling weak. Admitting that you don’t

have your shit together, the way you would like to.

That you’re a little, or extremely lost. That you’re in fact

not the well, put together person you’ve been pretending to be.

That you don’t have all the answers. That you’re battling with yourself.

That you don’t know what the fuck you’re doing. That you’re scared. That you’re

damaged. That you’re mean to people sometimes, simply because you’re

painfully unhappy with yourself. That you’re currently not the best version

of yourself but want to learn how to be. That you need help.

 That you’re incredibly insecure and broken on the inside, and

because of that, have been lashing out on people around you who don’t

deserve it. True strength is being able to get a fucking grip on yourself, be humble

for a change, and admit that you’re not immune from the dark shit life

throws at everyone from time to time, that you’re actually smack in the middle

of it but want to learn how to rise above it. Own your truths, and set yourself free.


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Dion Set” {NEW!} @ faMESHed
Hair: PHOENIX “Mishon Hair”
Nails: e.marie “Autumn Elegance”
Watch: SOICEY4EVA “Solex Watch”
[[*Pose & Decor*]]
Something New Props & Poses : Cry if you want to {NEW!} @ TWE12VE Monthly Event – 12L BIRTHDAY GIFT!
Hive “Celebration Balloons”
Foxcity Photobooth “Escape”
Apple Fall “Confetti Balloon”


He got me the car and I got us a pizza ♥


[[*What I’m Wearing*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Holli’s Dress” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 August Round.
Hair: Queenz “Nova Hair”
Glasses: NEXOR “Cash Money Shadez” {NEW!} @ The Access Event
[[*Backdrop, Pose, And Decor*]]
Focus Poses “U wanna PIZZA me? pose 6”
MINIMAL “Redfield Backdrop”
BILLIONAIRE MOTORS “RARRI 458 Pink Diamonds”

..feelin myself..


[[*What Im Wearing*]]
Glasses: NEXOR “Krazy Faith Shadez” {NEW!} @ The Man Cave
(These are also available in a LIMITED EDITION version ONLY at the event )
Hair: PHOENIX “Mishon Hair” {NEW!} @ Fameshed GO!
(Fameshed GO! Items are located at the main store)
Makeup: Studio Exposure “May Group Gift” {NEW!}
(For both eyes and lips even though I know you cant really see the eye makeup because of the glasses. Its gorgeous!!)
Necklace: 7 “Lariat Holy Stacked Necklaces” (Gold)


Enjoying some tacos while I wait

[[*outfit*]]
Romper: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. ” Cyanna’s Romper” {NEW!} @ faMESHed
Hair: Little Bones “Hera” (New Group Gift!)
Glasses: NEXOR “End Game Shadez” {NEW!} @ the LEVEL event
Shoes: REIGN “Knotted Bow Sandals”
Purse: VIBES “Coy ToteBag”

Tacos: Tentacio “Taco Party” (FLF 08.10.18)

[[*Background & Pose*]]
Pose: FoxyCity “Leaning Bento Poses – Lean Sit 6m” (Saturday Sale Item 08.11.18)
Backdrop: taikou “nighttime bus stop backdrop”