Emptiness

emptiness

She sleeps all day. Dreams of you in both worlds. Tills the blood, in and out of uterus. Wakes up smelling of zinc, grief sedated by orgasm, orgasm heightened by grief. God was in the room when the man said to the woman, “I love you so much. Wrap your legs around me. Pull me in, pull me in, pull me in.” Sometimes when he’d have her nipple in his mouth, she’d whisper, “Oh, my God.” That, too, is a form of worship.

Her hips grind, pestle and mortar, cinnamon and cloves. Whenever he pulls out … loss. Dear moon, we blame you for floods … for the flush of blood … for men who are also wolves. We blame for the night for the dark, for the ghosts.

-Beyonce


Heels: #Empire “Wishbone” {NEW!} @ C88 Sept 2016
Pose & Prop: the pose shop. “Invader” {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz (Does come with a white vibrator) -Thank You, Piper-
Vibrator: the pose shop. “Lightsaber” {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz

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Denile

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I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating? Are you cheating on me?

– Beyonce 


Shirt: Blueberry “Madori” {NEW!} @ C88 September 2016
Jeans: Blueberry “Melanie” {NEW!}
Hair: Moon “Storm”
Shoes: REIGN “Pattern Peeps” (Zebra)
Pose: Something Erotic “Water Blossom” -Thank you, Ally-

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HE would always be the WAR she was willing to fight in.

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I look at you and I understand why the sun sets every night so you can sleep. I understand why the moon stays wide awake while watching your chest rise and fall — bathed in it’s glow. I understand how important your presence is in this Universe, and I will spend light- years if need be, to make you believe. 


Top: Addams “Della Tank Top”
Skirt: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Play Back Mini” {NEW!}  [[Thank you, Cyn]]
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Fiona Hair”
Shoes: REIGN “Hermosa Wedges v2” (Group Gift)
Prop & Pose: the pose shop. “penumbra pergola” {NEW!} @ Black Dot Project  [[Thank you, Piper]]

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Live life in 24k Gold.. not bronze

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Baby you know I don’t pull out when we lovin’
Touchin’, kissin’, and lickin’
Always leavin’ your panties or somethin’ else
In my crib or my whip, I’m shinin’ with this gold grill
I could give a fuck how you feel
The ass and them titties on the real
I took her back to my block, nigga my hood
Now everybody, everybody like
Damn that girl look good
And every nigga in the squad gon’ keep it 100
She can tell that I’m a boss and I tell her
She loves me, oh she loves me

She loves a nigga with them gold slugs, gold slugs
I’m grillin’ and I’m fuckin’ at the same time


Happy September, everyone!! I’m so excited to bring this post to y’all. No, seriously, you have zero idea how excited I am lol. I got a sneak peek at this AMAZING pose & prop set and I fell in love with it as soon as I laid eyes on it. Then I was even more blessed to have Piper send it to me. LEMME JUST TAKE A SECOND HERE TO TAKE IT ALL ITS GLORY!!!…….. okay… I think i’m good now. This pose you see in the photo is just one pose in this gorgeous tub filled with 8 total animations. I had the hardest time choosing the one I wanted to use for this blog post because they are all so damn great. Seriously. Im not just blowing smoke up your ass either.. its really that wonderful. Its so incredibly sexy and what person doesn’t want to be surrounded by liquid GOLD? I mean, c’mon, people. Piper has also included the two cute decor items to go along with the pose. You get the panties hanging off my foot you see in the photo and also this little gold puddle with a rubber ducky laying on it. ITS SERIOUSLY THE CUTEST THING EVER!!! The panties and duck come as a decor item you can place on the floor, but I decided to switch it up and make it a little sexier and have them hanging off my foot. The detail Piper put into this item is just amazing. I really can’t thank her enough for sending this to me. Its perfection. You can use the pose naked (which is kinda what a tub is for lol) but I wanted to make it a lil different and I decided to wear the new bathing suit from Cynful Clothing with it. Its this gorgeous one piece and the fatpack hud has so many colors in it its nuts. So many options to choose from considering almost everything about it is customized with color options for everything. This pose pictured isn’t available to get until Sept 15th so I’m sorry for teasing you with this little beaut 5 days ahead of time, but i’m seriously that damn excited about it lol.. I couldn’t wait any longer. I hope you love this post as much as I did blogging it for y’all. Have a fabulous weekend everyone!! ♥

Bathing suit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Sun Babe Swimsuit” {NEW!} ((Ty Cyn))
Pose & Prop: the pose shop. “Liquid Gold” {NEW!} @ The Secret Affair -Opens Sept 15th-  ((Ty Piper))
Hair: Truth Hair “Cerys”
Vibrator: Dutchie “Animated Vibrator” (Soft Pink)

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How to gain my friendship…

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1.) Have a Dog.
2.) Show me pictures of your dog.
3.) Invite me over to pet your dog.
4.) Be a dog.
5.) Dog.


Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Casual Cut” {NEW!}
Heels: #Empire “Triteleia” (Group Gift)
Hair: Pr!tty “Minka”
Dog: [Black Bantam] “I dun like you chihuahua” (Female Tan RARE) {NEW!} @ Kustom9
Cup: #Foxy “Tumbler Style 3”

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We’ve turned kingdoms to dust

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What have we done to the world
Look what we’ve done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son…
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine…
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

– Michael Jackson, “Earth Song”


Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Iono Top” {NEW!}
Shorts: Blueberry “Lola Shorts”
Hair: No.Match “No Icetea” {NEW!}
Bracelet: Kbitz “Chara Bangles”

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.burning.hearts.with.brilliance.

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I remember when I was younger and I wanted 

to be beautiful; now I’m older and I 

want to be intelligent. I want to burn hearts 

with brilliance and engulf souls with 

compassion. I want to be loved for my 

thoughts and nothing else.


 

Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Mai Tai” {NEW!} @ MBA Fair 2016
Hair: Pr!tty “Navi”
Heels: #Empire “Buddleja” [50L Friday 7.29.16]

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Two halves of the same soul.

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May you both love happily ever after♥


With this post I took a lil different route and asked my beautiful mother, Angie and my Stepdad, Marco to pose for me. I’d like to thank them both, again for allowing me to use them in my blog post and pose on this sweet pose for me. Thank you so much! I love you both big bunches. ♥

Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Our Safe Place”

His daily routine.

Breakfast

She was a form of
divine chaos most
men could not understand.
In the daylight she
needed soft words of
love and a hand to
hold onto.
But at nighttime,
she wanted nothing
more than her hair
to be pulled and
a red hand print 
across her ass to
remind her she was
still alive.


Pose: Something Erotic “Good Morning”

This pose comes with its own prop of a desk and breakfast. 

I decided to take Ally’s pose and switch it up a little bit with my 

own decor. You will not get what you see here other than the pose.

But you will get a cute little table, the magazine, the coffee, and breakfast.

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