Loneliness

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We search our whole lives for people to fill that empty space. The one by our side. The extra pillow on your bed. The passenger listening to your songs. The friend who stays up later than you do. We’re all insomniacs in some way. It’s hard to sleep when the cost is having a nightmare. It’s hard to not feel alone when no one’s hitting up your phone. It’s hard to feel something when you’ve been drained. Love is a cheap trick the heart does to remind itself that it must beat for two. I won’t trick you. It’s going to be difficult. Maybe you’re getting over someone. Maybe you’re getting over yourself. Maybe you’re just flat lining that smile again. Maybe somewhere out there, someone’s looking up into the sky wishing they were right next to you. Your hands reach for your shadow, soft company– but it’s still your own. It’s different with someone else around. Best friends have a tendency to become lovers. Lovers have a knack for leaving. Friends have a high statistic of becoming both. You’re left to your own tricks. You need to believe that you’ll be okay. The phone may ring one day, maybe it’s them. Maybe it’s just another person we’ll never meet. Sometimes we feel like the moon, we’re always questioning the howling. Sometimes we feel like the sun, if it’s this bright out here– who is going to notice me? Maybe you really do feel alone, but someone out there feels just like you. We’re all stars waiting to burn out. We’re all bridges waiting to burn. I’m just another writer jotting down words that need to mean something. I guess one day, we’ll try to be more than fine. One thing at a time, we feel things too much. It’s our hearts way to remind us that it’s okay to be this numb. Even the brightest stars in the sky feel lonely, it just needs to find the right person to shine for. Darling, it’s okay to feel this way. It’s just another means to feel everything. We need to feel okay, even if it’s really not.


Top: Blueberry “Rachel Tops” (White)
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Anyday Skinny Jeans” {NEW!}
Hair: Exile “Songbird”
Heels: #Empire “Tagetes”
Nails: e.marie “Glitter Ombre” {NEW!}

It seems like miles

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I’ve seen flowers bloom where the sun doesn’t shine
And I’ve been missing you lately
Because the day just doesn’t seem complete until we’ve talked
And I know you’re only a few minutes a way
But it seems like a few miles

Every mile for the hours we’ve missed
Every kilometer for the hours I’ve missed you
Every inch for the smile I couldn’t give you
Every centimeter for the way my empty arms are reaching for you
And every millimeter for how far away the days seem till the day I can see you again


Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Exposed” {NEW!} @ Ultra
Leggings: Vinyl “North Capri Leggings” (Navy) {NEW!} @ Mesh Body Addicts
Waist Shirt: LAZYBONES “Leggings & Waist Shirt” (Waist Shirt only shown in photo)
Boots: REIGN “Moon Boots” (Silver Sequins)
Hair: Truth Hair “November Group Gift VIP” {NEW!}
Pose: Something New “Take me Shopping” {NEW!} 50% off limited time only

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Three thirty in the morning..

With this post Im only going to be showcasing the Umbrella from The Pose Shop. I will do another blog post showing you what I have on and talking about it. Stay tuned for that post. And let me know what you think about the video blog. Should I do more? Should I just stop? lol Your feedback is very much appreciated. Thank you all for continuing to support me. It means so much to me. And thank you again to Piper for allowing me to blog this gorgeous item. ♥

The Pose Shop “Brolly/ Lightening Storm” {NEW!} @ Sad November

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*Show me your kitties*

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“When witches go riding and Black Cats are seen,
the moon laughs and whispers, “T’is near Halloween.”


Dress: #Empire “Kolkwitzia” {NEW!} @ Kustom9
Hair: [e] “Quinn”
Heels: #EMPIRE “Sage”

Phone: REIGN “Coven Phone Collection” (Supreme #19) {NEW!} @ The Epiphany
Pose & Prop: The Pose Shop “basic witxh // fam” {NEW!} @ Black Dot

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Behold… our next Supreme

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There is a house in New Orleans
They call the rising sun
And it’s been the ruin of many a poor girls
And god, I know I’m one

My mother was a tailor
She sowed my new blue jeans
My sweetheart he was a gamblin’ man
Down in New Orleans

Oh mother tell my baby sister
Not to do what I have done
But shun that house in New Orleans
They call the rising sun

As the new Supreme’s power grows stronger,
the old one’s get weaker.

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Pose: Something New “Spider Bite 3” -EXCLUSIVE- {NEW!} @ Gacha Good Mad House
Pose: Something New “Mass Hysteria” {NEW!} @ Something New Halloween Store
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Tangled Dress” {NEW!} @ Kinky Monthly Event
Hair: Little Bones “Glow”
Heels: #EMPIRE “Triteleia”

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She rings like a bell through the night

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Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night and
Wouldn’t you love to love her?
Takes to the sky like a bird in flight and
Who will be her lover?

All your life you’ve never seen
A woman taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven?
Will you ever win?

She is like a cat in the dark and then
She is the darkness
She rules her life like a fine skylark and when
The sky is starless

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Pose: Something New “Halloween Date” {NEW!} @ Something New Halloween Store 
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Love Spell Dress & Choker” {NEW!} @ Salem
Hair: Little Bones “Spectre”
Heels: #Empire “Triteleia”

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My Love ♥

 

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My Love,
Just a moment ago, I thought about you and my heart was filled
with gratitude. So before another moment goes by I want to say
thank you. Thank you for the late night laughs and the early morning
kisses. Thank you for holding my hand through this life and proving
that good men do still exist. Thank you for your love and friendship.
And most of all, thank you for the pleasure of being yours and loving me.


Pose: Something New “Love in my Arms”

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Pumpkin Spice & Everything Nice

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HAPPY OCTOBER MY LITTLE LOVE BUGS!! October has always been my favorite month of the year. It holds some of the best things. Halloween being one of them which is also my favorite holiday. AND WITH OCTOBER COMES PUMPKIN EVERYTHING! Im one of those ‘basic bitches’ who loves her some pumpkin spice lattes so I found the title to this blog post fitting lol. I even included a little Starbucks in the decor photo. I mean, c’mon, whats October and pumpkins without Starbucks?! It basically goes hand in hand. Right?! The clothing Im wearing in this blog will be featured in an up and coming blog post so those credits wont be listed. Today I just wanna talk about THIS CUTENESS from The Pose Shop. Piper has created these adorable little gacha items for Lost & Found. All Pumpkin Patch Gacha items, excluding decor items, have one to two poses each. There are 10 commons and 2 rares to try your luck at. The top photo is the pose you can win and the bottom photo is only SOME of the cute gacha items you can snag. Im in love with the decor.. I’m a decor hoarder though so thats nothing new for me lol. I don’t think you can have enough decor in your inventory.. especially HALLOWEEN/FALL decor. LOVE LOVE LOVE it!

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Pose: theposeshop. “pumpkin stand” RARE {NEW!} @ Lost & Found 
Decor: theposeshop. “sign, Cat Basket, & Branch Jar” {NEW!} @ Lost & Found 
Decor: dust bunny “Pumpkin Pile” & “Pumpkin Carving”