“Denial”

I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating?

Are you cheating on me?


[[*Clothing*]]
Shirt: .:Villena:. “Torn Cropped Shirt” (Black)
Shorts: SEUL “Snap Shorts” (Red)
Hair: [RunAway] “Samatha Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed May 18′
Shoes: REIGN “GEM’D Slides”
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks”
Glasses: BALACLAVA!! “Olivia Readers & Shades” (Gold)
[[*Decor & Pose*]]
FOXCITY PhotoBooth “Boi Bye” ((EXCLUSIVE)) {NEW!} @ Equal10
FOXCITY “Boi Bye” Poses (#7m) {NEW!} @ Equal10
[High V] “Hot Sauce”

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I havent blogged but once all month. I went to visit the Whore Couture Fair and found these sweats. I had to share them with everyone in case you havent went to the fair yet. Love this outfit. And if you havent went to Whore Couture yet you have 5 days.. you better hurry. Lag isnt as bad as it was in the beginning.. still a little slow to load but worth it. Im pretty sure I spent over 10k in L$ while there. lmao Happy Shopping!! =)

Top: *C:K* Simple Black Tube Top
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Curious%20Kitties/234/128/21

Pants: FnH “Got Back” Sweat Pants Mesh @ Whore Couture Fair 2013

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Borderlands/129/15/23
Panties: [alterego] :: Drunk Swagger :: Outfit. “black hot pants” (You can also use AlterEgos Booty Shorts)
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Toxxic/156/114/28

Hair: .ploom. Kinsley

http://slurl.com/secondlife/ploom/180/122/24

Accessories on arms: RYCA “Bracelet/armband pack Cross Silver”
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Baechu/98/157/95

Necklace: [7891.] “Slime Necklace – White*Silver Chanel” (on mp)

Nails: .::deeR::. Hand Set #1
http://slurl.com/secondlife/BoSH/193/192/1504

Makeup: [curves] Mystique Make-up Eyeshadow Black & lashes (on mp)

Belly Ring: dl:: Emo Belly Piercing (on mp)

Earrings: “smiles Craft” Simple Hoops Silver(on mp)

Shoes: CC “Mens Guitar Hero White” (On mp)