A look into my life these past few weeks..

This is literally what my life has consisted of the past couple of weeks. Me, food, some coffee, and a computer with tons of books scattered around. Trying to stay up to date with school work has me going insane the past few weeks. The month of March wasn’t the best. It started out good with my husbands birthday party, but after that… March can suck a dick. At the beginning of the month, my family was faced with another scary moment with my mom. She was diagnosed with Uterine Cancer. Luckily we caught it all in its very very early stages so all that was needed was a complete hysterectomy. Needless to say, it put my life in a crazy spiral again. Everything got put on the back burner while I tried to process this event taking place in our lives. And in that mix was blogging, school, and my relationship even suffered at times. My husband tho… he’s the biggest trooper and has the most patience I’ve ever known someone to have when it comes to me and my issues going on. I have to give him praise because through everything he’s been my rock and stuck by my side when he could have easily run. To be honest, I wanted to run away from me at times so I wouldn’t have blamed him if he did leave. I love him more than he will ever, ever, ever know. Good news is after the surgery we got the best news anyone could have ever wanted. She doesn’t need to undergo chemo or any type of radiation. Praise the Lord. God is so so so incredibly good all of the time.

I’m declaring the month of April will be so much better to me, my mom especially, my family, and my husband. School has less than a month left and hopefully, I can get all these papers, exams, and homework finished before its all said and done. And soon I will be planning a trip out to see my handsome husband in real life.. so that’s something to look forward to. My stomach feels full of butterflies and anxiety when I think about it, but ill save all of that for another blog post in the future lol.

With all of that being said I shall give you what you came here for in the first place.. the credits to this outfit.

I hope April has been good to you so far and continues to be even better as the days pass.

Thank you to everyone for sticking around with me on this journey the past 6 months or so where everything has been a little crazy. I appreciate you so much.

All of my love,


[[*Credits*]]

Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “One Sleeve Knot Top” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 April Round

Shorts: Villena “Ripped Bermuda Shorts”

Glasses: Lost Kings “Krazy Faith Shadez”

Necklace: Kibitz “Lucrecia Necklace”

Hair: Navy + Copper “Cheesecake”

[[*Décor*]]

Peaches “Tap that App Laptop”

Iconic “Phone and stuff”

Apple Fall “Magazine Files”

Junk Food “Milk Chocolate Bar”

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Life is not always sunshine and rainbows


You know what true strength is? It’s being able to admit

when you are actually feeling weak. Admitting that you don’t

have your shit together, the way you would like to.

That you’re a little, or extremely lost. That you’re in fact

not the well, put together person you’ve been pretending to be.

That you don’t have all the answers. That you’re battling with yourself.

That you don’t know what the fuck you’re doing. That you’re scared. That you’re

damaged. That you’re mean to people sometimes, simply because you’re

painfully unhappy with yourself. That you’re currently not the best version

of yourself but want to learn how to be. That you need help.

 That you’re incredibly insecure and broken on the inside, and

because of that, have been lashing out on people around you who don’t

deserve it. True strength is being able to get a fucking grip on yourself, be humble

for a change, and admit that you’re not immune from the dark shit life

throws at everyone from time to time, that you’re actually smack in the middle

of it but want to learn how to rise above it. Own your truths, and set yourself free.


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Dion Set” {NEW!} @ faMESHed
Hair: PHOENIX “Mishon Hair”
Nails: e.marie “Autumn Elegance”
Watch: SOICEY4EVA “Solex Watch”
[[*Pose & Decor*]]
Something New Props & Poses : Cry if you want to {NEW!} @ TWE12VE Monthly Event – 12L BIRTHDAY GIFT!
Hive “Celebration Balloons”
Foxcity Photobooth “Escape”
Apple Fall “Confetti Balloon”


the beginning is always today



[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Tiviyah Knotted Dress” {NEW!} @ Mesh Body Addicts
((August 1st. WIll update SLURL when Event opens))
Hair: Lamb “Easy Easy”
Heels: REIGN “Kelsey Wedges”
[[*DECOR & BACKGROUND*]]
JACKALOPE “Adulting Award Planter – Bra” {NEW!} @ Main store (11 options/text to choose from. Not a gacha. all sold separately)
SAYO “Boudoir Bedroom – Fur Rug”
dust bunny “potted sago palm”
Apple Fall “Roses Box” (Champagne)
Tres Blah – Slumber Party – Nail Polish Clutter
Tres Blah – Eclectic Collection – Hot Lips Phone (Pink)
Tres Blah – Slumber Party – Makeup Bag
.peaches. Tap That App – Laptop {NEW!} @ Main store for Fifty Linden Friday ((07.27.18))
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Stacked Magazines
-tres blah- Jolie – Eye Makeup
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Skull w/ Light Roses RARE
Fancy Decor Get Shit Done
hive // celebration balloons ((rose gold))
+Half-Deer+ Coming up Roses – Easel (White + Roses)
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Brassiere
Background/Chair/Table/Some Table Decor all combined in the background set:
[ Focus Poses ] Hello New York Backdrop


 

I wear his shirts when I miss him

 

[[*CLOTHING*]]
Shirt: XODOHTRONU “Mashup Hoodie Red”
Hair: #FOXY “Lamb Hair” {NEW!} @ N21
Shoes: REIGN “Gem’d Slides” {NEW} @ N21
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks” {NEW!} @ N21

[[*DECOR*]]
{anc} MoonLightLounge “Baby Pig”
PILOT & JIM “Sketchbook”
dust bunny “papasan chair”
Dutchie gift “newspaper”
-tres blah- “Stacked Magazines”
junk. “round rug green animal”
dust bunny “Book Pile”
dust bunny “Potted Sago Palm”
dust bunny “white candlestick phone”
-tres blah- “Skull w/ Light Roses RARE”
Apple Fall “Magazine Files”
O.M.E.N “Unlikely Friends”
tarte. “DIY entryway table”
The Loft “Television 2.0”
dust bunny “hoya plant”
Apple Fall “Leather Moccasins”
BUENO “Chips and Salsa”
Apple Fall “Wine Glasses & Whiskey”
Apple Fall “Argentinian Malbec”
e.marie “Text Back Phone – Bear”
*ionic* “1 dollar books”
Fancy Decor “Geometric Owl”
dust bunny “potted dragon tree”


Baby of mine..

babyofmine

Baby mine, don’t you cry.
Baby mine, dry your eyes.
Rest your head close to my heart,
Never to part,
Baby of mine.

Little one, when you play;
Don’t you mind what they say.
Let those eyes sparkle and shine,
Never a tear,
Baby of mine.

If they knew sweet little you
They’d end up loving you too.
All those same people who scold you;
What they’d give just for the right to hold you.

From your head down to your toes,
You’re not much, goodness knows.
But you’re so precious to me,
Sweet as can be,
Baby of mine.


Shirt: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Drop Down Top” {NEW!}
Leggings: Blueberry “Cake” {NEW!}
Heels: REIGN “Pom Heels” {NEW!} @ N21
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Veronicas Story” {NEW!}

Hair: Mithral “Pepper”
[[*Decor*]]
Tree: Apple Fall “L’Olivier”
Easel: +Half-Deer+ “Coming up Roses”
Fireflies: {vespertine} “fireflies 14”
Dog: +Half-Deer+ Shiba Inu “Sit Stay”
Hot Chocolate: dust bunny “warm cocoa”
Newspaper: Dutchie “newspaper”
Tree #2: Apple Fall “Urne de Terra Cuite” AND junk. “potted tree”
Curtain: junk. “boho curtain”

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Laundry today or naked tomorrow

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This home is filled with endless love… and laundry. 


Pose: Something Erotic “Oh… What to wear” {NEW!}

-Decor Shown-
(Some of these things are gacha items. Can possibly be found at Yardsales & MP.

The links im listing are strictly to their mainstores OR directly to the item on MP if I can provide that information.)

Dog: REIGN.- “Plushies” (Stripes)- #5
Basket: dust bunny “pom pom blanket”
Rug: [QE] “Home Collection – Spring Living Rug” (Pastel Persian)
Chair: junk. “shabby old chair”
Roses: dust bunny “white rose pitcher”
Pig: {anc} “MoonLightLounge baby pig”
Basket Pillow: The Hive “Let’s Cuddle Pillow”
Sign: The Hive “Waiting for a Sign” Sign”
Curtain: 8f8 “Granny’s Winter Cottage” – Curtain
Blankets on Washer: dust bunny “blanket stool”
Frame: +Half-Deer+ “Branch Frame”
Cat: -Pixicat- “Bastet Sphynx”
Flowers: {af} “Hydrangea Bunch”
Wreath: Apple Fall “Twig Wreath”

*Clothes*
If you’re curious about the panties I have on.. they are from Wonderlost and they are called “Munchies panties” (Pizza)

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