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Come here, baby
You know you drive me up the wall
The way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull
Seems like we’re makin’ up more than we’re makin’ love
And it always seems you got somethin’ on your mind other than me
Girl, you got to change your crazy ways
You hear me?
Say you’re leavin’ on a seven thirty train
And that you’re headin’ out to Hollywood
Girl, you been givin’ me that line so many times
It kinda gets like feelin’ bad looks good, yeah
That kinda lovin’ turns a man to a slave
That kinda lovin’ sends a man right to his grave
I go crazy, crazy baby, I go crazy
You turn it on, then you’re gone
Yeah, you drive me crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby
What can I do, honey? I feel like the color blue

[[*Outfit*]]
Bikini: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Loquita’s Sequin Bikini” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: Spellbound “Viper” {NEW!} @ Chapter 4
Glasses: NEXOR “Marlee Shadez” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitan
Necklace: Seven “Lariat Holy Stacked Necklaces” (Gold)
[[*Background & Props*]]
[Focus Poses] “Summer Nights Pool” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitan
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Floatie Octopus” -RARE GACHA- {NEW!} @ AnyBody
(poses included in floatie)
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Beach Ball” {NEW!} @ AnyBody
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha Cooler Twotone” {NEW!} @ AnyBody

 

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“Denial”

I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating?

Are you cheating on me?


[[*Clothing*]]
Shirt: .:Villena:. “Torn Cropped Shirt” (Black)
Shorts: SEUL “Snap Shorts” (Red)
Hair: [RunAway] “Samatha Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed May 18′
Shoes: REIGN “GEM’D Slides”
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks”
Glasses: BALACLAVA!! “Olivia Readers & Shades” (Gold)
[[*Decor & Pose*]]
FOXCITY PhotoBooth “Boi Bye” ((EXCLUSIVE)) {NEW!} @ Equal10
FOXCITY “Boi Bye” Poses (#7m) {NEW!} @ Equal10
[High V] “Hot Sauce”

LOTD *04.29.18*

Hello my loves!! Today Im bringing to you a look that Im absolutely obsessed with. First off.. lemme just say.. Addams has been draining my bank from all these super freakin cute new releases they’ve been putting out. This jogger and jacket combo is one of them. 1.) It hugs every curve on your body perfectly. 2.) It be makin that booty look sooooo damn good lol. Okay, so, I’ve always wanted body glitter in sl. PRAISE THE LORD that Cynthia made some for us that isn’t just a body applier that looks like crap. This is an actual attachment that you add to your body. It sparkles, it glitters, it has a ton of color options to choose from, and it fits perfectly inside most of my clothing. The bottom glitter peeked through the joggers so i took it off, but it worked perfectly with the top. Ugh! Im just so in love with it and will probably never take it off. So if you were worried about only being able to wear it with a naked body or bikini.. wrong! Play around with it with different outfits because its fitting nicely under a lot of my stuff. Im so super picky when it comes to hair in sl. Thankfully though Foxy has been knocking it out the park for me. I was scared this hair wouldn’t look that great on its own, but I was wrong! A lot of hair that’s made to fit under clothing and then has an option to wear without it being under clothing sometimes looks wonky if not worn under the clothing item it was made for. This new collaboration hair from Foxy is perfection. It comes with a few different ways to style it and Im just in awe at how perfect it is. And what better way to top off an outfit with some glitter than with some glittery eye shadow as well. Im such a huge fan of Studio Exposure makeup. 9 times out of 10 thats what Im ALWAYS wearing in any blog that I post. And with this shadow being a group gift its even better because its free! Foxcity recently released a new set of face lights. I’ve never been a huge fan of face lights because they always get negative things said about them because people dont know when to take them off lol. I love foxcity though so I decided to give these a try. And I must say.. if you’re a blogger or one that like doing photos these are a must have. They come in face lights that can be used for dark WL or bright WL. While testing them out I knew they would have to be incorporated into some of my next few blog posts. They’re stunning and since this is Vol 1.. im really hoping theres more volumes to come. ♥


[[*Outfit*]]
Top & Bottoms: Addams “Cinthya Sport Jacket & Jogger” {NEW!}
Body Glitter: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Stripper Body Dust” {NEW!}
Shoes: Reign “Platform Flip Flops”
Hair: #FOXY “Mishi Hair” {NEW!}
Choker: Reign “Tattoo Choker”
Facelight: Foxcity “SkinFX Vol 1” {NEW!}
Makeup: Studio Exposure “April Gift Collection” {NEW!} (Group Gift)

[[*DECOR & POSE*]]
All decor and backdrop is NEW from JACKALOPE at OMG! Oh My Gacha.
“CityScapes Gacha – Backdrop 02 – Rare”
(The Vines are a add-on. Can be removed)
“Spring lights”
“Bus Stop 01”
“Trash Cans Full”
“Trash Cans Covered”
“Pay Phone” – Also comes with its own pose included.
“Bench – Light” – Comes with its own pose included.
“Stop sign”
“Graffiti with Pose 02”
“Graffiti with Pose 01”
“Curtain – Black”
“Curtain – Yellow”
Pose #1: Pay Phone built in pose thats part of the group of gachas from Jackalope at OMG Gacha.
Pose #2: FoxCity “Dare to fly” (Group Gift)

Tonight baby it’s all about me

I cook your dinner
I wash your clothes
Baby hell no that’s not the way it goes
It’s All about me tonight
I ain’t stop lovin’ you
Cause you’re still my boo
You still my boo
But you gotta see
Tonight it’s all about me
Forget about you
So what you gonna do
Are you gonna get it up (get it up babe)
Get it up (get it up baby)
Up jumps my butt, nigga what, nigga what
You know I caught yo eyes
Lookin’ at my thighs
Now swing my body right to left
left to right you know this shit is tight
Now just look at my body body uh, uh, uh
And just hold me like a man should (like a nigga should)
Baby you got ta see
Tonight baby it’s all about me


[.*Clothing*.]
Lingerie: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Lucid Dream Bra + Panty” {NEW!} @ Frou Frou
Hair: Truth Hair “Caralisa”
Nails: [.G.] “Pink Marble”
Makeup: [LeLuck] “Catwa Eyeliner Set”
Lipstick: All my makeup normally comes from different packs at Studio Exposure
Hickies: ARISE “Love Bites”
[.*Decor*.]
Backdrop: SAYO “Crimson Dreams Backdrop” {NEW!} @ Kustom 9
Neon Sign: Floorplan “Neon Why arent we having sex yet”
Tree: dust bunny “Fiddle Leaf Tree”
Money: A prop from a Focus Poses pose
Sex Toy Wall Rack: DEADPOOL “Fun Rack”
Magazines: The Prop Shoppe “Magazine Group”
Laptop, toy, camera: Birch “Long Distance Lover – Dildo”
[.*Pose*.]
Pose: FOXCITY “Red Hot #6”

Friday Night Out

“She was dangerous, independent, and strong.
The sound of her heels against the marble
floor shook the devil up.”
– R.H. Sin


*Outfit*
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Subdub Dress” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 August Round
Heels: #EMPIRE “Minalobata”
Hair: Phoenix “Clarissa” @ Hairology
Purse: C’est la vie ! “Mylene Ruffle Bag”
Necklace: [Cynful] Clothng & Co. “Empress Necklace”
Necklace 2: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Coax Necklace”
Bracelet: e.marie “Toggle Heart Bracelet”
Necklace 3: e.marie “Heart Necklace”
Makeup: Studio Exposure “Warm Winter Makeup” Catwa Head

*Decor*
Background: Bruja. “Say it, Selfie Backdrop”
Basket: dust bunny “basket table”
Skull: -tres blah- Eclectic Collection “Skull w/ Light Roses RARE”
Flowers: Ariskea [ Petite Paris] “Les Roses Rose”
Flowers: Ariskea [ Petite Paris] “Rose Vase Ivoire”
Rug: PILOT “Fur Rug”
Plushie: REIGN “Plushies (Stripes)- #5”

*Pose*
Imitation “Selfie 4”

 

Beauty is letting yourself live

“Beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. Believe me. Beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, it’s the melted makeup when you have a shower, it’s the laughter when you make a joke you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze and stopping understanding, beauty is your gaze when you see him, it’s when you cry for all you paranoias, beauty is the lines marked by time. Beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. Beauty is the marks the life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. Beauty is letting yourself live.”
Emma Watson

 


 

*Outfit*
Top & Pants: [Cynful] “Journey Outfit” {NEW!} @ July Round of Collabor88
Hair: BURLEY “Nikki” {NEW!} @ Uber
Shoes: REIGN “Lazy Slides”

*Props & Decor*
Background: [ isuka ] “Club Entrance”
Glass: BUENO “Black Jewel Cup” (Gacha)
Beer: BUENO “Olde B 100” (Gacha)
Condom: Dutchie “Blue Condom”
Gun: Focus Poses “Weapon” (Decor that came with another pose pack)
Dog: Zooby “Black & White Pitbull”

*Pose*
FOXCITY “Beach Bunny #3”