Fast food and my late night thoughts..

Lost in my thoughts in the middle of the night…

Fast food, it’s all I’ve been wanting for the past couple weeks. Who sneaks down in the middle of the night to ear a cheeseburger, and now sneaks down to warm up leftover chicken nuggets? This girl! Numerous people keep telling me that maybe its time to get a pregnancy test and take it. My stubborn self keeps saying, “Noooo, there’s zero chance of this happening.” But, maybe, they’re right? Girl’s can have normal cravings though, shouldn’t they? We crave chocolate at times, so why should my fast food cravings be any different? Why am I trying to talk myself out of the possibility? Why am I in denial when I know how my body works? Obviously, I know something is different. Tomorrow will make six weeks since I’ve even had a period. How is my husband going to react to all of this?

Maybe it’s time I get that test…


[[*Clothing&Accessories*]]
Top, Shorts, & Socks: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Zaidee’s Casual Silky Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: DOUX “Mona” {NEW!} @ EQUAL 10
Rings: (Yummy) “Art Deco Rings” (Belleza) {NEW!} @ Collabor88
Earrings: [RHUDE] “Cairo Earrings Gold”
Food: PewPew! “Chicken Nuggets”


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My Valentine


[*Clothing*]
Lingerie: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Juliet’s Lingerie” {NEW!} @ Collabor88
Hair: DOUX “Ariana” {NEW!} @ Mainstore
[*Decor*]
JACKALOPE “Bad Romance” {NEW!} @ ANYbody
HIVE “Head Over Heels” {NEW!} @ Belle Event
Ariskea “Roses Bouquet pink” (Found this gacha on MP)

 


Hello 2019 :D


Im baaacckkkk!!!

I know I took a much longer vacation than expected, but it was way overdue. Sometimes there just comes times in your life when you’ve did something for so long that you begin to lose your inspiration. And I was beginning to become that person. Needless to say, with everything that was about to take place I thought it was the perfect time to do a blogcation and just get away from it for a while.

                As a lot of you already know my rl mother had surgery on November 5, 2018. She had her whole spleen and half of her pancreas removed due to a mass they found. Luckily it wasn’t cancerous (YAY!) but it did take a bigger toll on her than we expected. To back up though it all kind of started around the end of August. The doctor appointments I had to take her to, the countless visits out of town to different hospitals, thus why my inspiration for blogging kinda started to cease to exist. My mind was in other places at the moment (as it should have been) and blogging just wasn’t my main priority at the moment.

                December rolled around which was when I initially thought Id be back to blogging, but that was put on hold. My mother was slowly but surely getting back to her normal self, but all the ER trips, doctor visits, and other hospital trips started to, I’m sure, lower my immune system and the second week in December I came down with who knows what, but it was the worst, worst, worst, sickness I’ve ever had in my life. Doctors couldn’t tell me what was wrong, but they continued to try to make me better. Each passing day only got worse. After four trips to different doctors I’m finally, sorta, starting to feel better, but I’m still not at 100% as my ears are still really infected. But I’m thinking its time for my blogging adventure to begin again as I can focus more on it now and with the break my mind is clear, and inspiration is starting to flow again.

                Thank you to everyone for being so patient with me over the past few months and especially a huge thank you to my sponsors who allowed my blogcation to last a little longer than expected. Yall are wonderful and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes me through the new year.

                I hope everyone’s January is off to an amazing start and your year continues to get better with each passing day.

Xoxo

Jaden ♥


[[*Clothing*]]
Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Pajama Silk Set” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: Runaway “Sue Recolored” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19
Rings: YUMMY “Curator Rings Set”
Milkshake: PewPew! “Creamy Milkshake Jar”
Nails: E.Marie “Mix&Match Pink Holo Coffin”
Backdrop: MINIMAL “Mood Bath” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19

I dont know how Heaven could be better than this..

This is perfect
Come kiss me one more time
I couldn’t dream this up
Even if I tried
You and me in this moment
Feels like magic only
I’m right where I wanna be
Everybody’s talking about heaven like they just can’t wait to go
Saying how it’s gonna be so good, so beautiful
Lying next to you, in this bed with you, I ain’t convinced
‘Cause, I don’t know how, I don’t know how heaven, heaven
Could be better than this

[[*Outfit*]]
Top: Addams “Robyn Crop Top”
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Groovy Tweed Pants” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 November
Hair: Lamb “Dream”
[[*Backdrop and Pose*]]
Backdrop: FOXCITY “Photo Booth – City Life” {NEW!} @ Uber
Pose: Ana Poses “Behind your eyes” {NEW!} @ Dubai Event


Life is a journey


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress & Jacket: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Ana’s Dress” {NEW!} @ C88 September
(Both outfits in the post are the same. I’m just showing two endless
possibilities of how you can wear it.)
Hair: #Foxy “Mishi Hair”
Glasses #1: NEXOR “Beast Shadez” {NEW!} @ Man Cave
Glasses #2: NEXOR “Venus Shadez” {NEW!} @ Shiny Shabby
Heels: N-Core “Jane”
[[*DECOR & BACKGROUND*]]
Ionic “Phone and Stuff [Physics]”
Peaches “Tap that app”
e.marie “Life is a journey Map”
Ionic “Notes from college”
e.marie “Scenic Route Suitcase”
FOXCITY Background “The Lux”

He got me the car and I got us a pizza ♥


[[*What I’m Wearing*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Holli’s Dress” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 August Round.
Hair: Queenz “Nova Hair”
Glasses: NEXOR “Cash Money Shadez” {NEW!} @ The Access Event
[[*Backdrop, Pose, And Decor*]]
Focus Poses “U wanna PIZZA me? pose 6”
MINIMAL “Redfield Backdrop”
BILLIONAIRE MOTORS “RARRI 458 Pink Diamonds”

Retro Love


[[*Outfit*]]
Bikini Top: Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #05” (Baekini Tropical) {NEW!} @ AnyBody
Top Coverup: Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #11” (Baekini Cover-Up) RARE {NEW!} @ AnyBody
((This Rare cover up comes with a 18 texture hud to choose from))
Skirt: Cynful Clothing & Co. “Riana’s Denim Skirt” {NEW!} @ C88 July
Hair: Phoenix “Brooke Hair”
[[*Background, Decor, & Pose*]]
Foxcity “Besties”
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #30” (Private Beach – ULTRARARE) @ Anybody
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #29” (NeonTrees Triple) @AnyBody

 

Full Set Option for Jackalopes Gacha is available during the event only.

Meet me in room 303


[[*Outfit*]]
Bikini: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “llze’s Fishnet Bikini” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: DOUX “Naomi” {NEW!} @ Equal10
Glasses: NEXOR “No Lie Shadez” {NEW!} @ Mainstore for What Men Want Event. Only available for a week and a half. Will forever be gone after. So hurry and grab these now!
Makeup: Studio Exposure “Radija eyes & lips collection” {NEW!} @ Kustom9
[[*Props, Pose & Location*]]
PewPew! “Bunny Popsicle”
Pose: FOXCITY “Hella Cute” #3m {NEW!} Saturday Sale 06.30.18
Location: Baja Cove

Beauty is letting yourself live

 

“Beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. Believe me. Beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, its the melted makeup when you have a shower, its the laughter when you make a joke and you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze when you see him, its when you cry for all your paranoia’s, beauty is the lines marked by time. Beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. Beauty is the marks that life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. Beauty is letting yourself live.”

– Emma Watson

 


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Heidi Summer Maxi Dress” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Aimy Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed GO!
Necklace: [Cynful] “Coax Necklace”
Makeup: [TRES BEAU MAKEUP] “Cool for the Summer eyes & lips” (Gift)
Location: Luanes World

still an angel

“She may have danced with the devil unintentionally once or twice
but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t deserve something heavenly”

 


[[*CLOTHING & ACCESSORIES*]]
Romper: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Antheia Romper” {NEW!} @ Collabor 88
Hair: Tableau Vivant “Silvana Hair” {NEW!} @ Collabor 88
Shoes: REIGN “Moccasin Wedges”
Nails: [.G.] “Coffin Tipz” (Color Stroke Set II)
Rings: (Yummy) “Delicate Ring Stacks” (Slink)
[[*DECOR*]]
JIAN “Dove Collection”
[DDD] “Twinkling Flower Bushes” {NEW!} @ Blush
[DDD] “Swaying Spring Bushes” {NEW!} @ Blush
[DDD] “Delicate Ivy Set” {NEW!} @ Blush
HPMD “Sweet Garden Grass”
Floorplan “Fresh Flowers Sign”