My Kinda Lover

[[*Clothing*]]
Lingerie: [Cynful] “Juliettes Lingerie” {NEW! for FLF 06.14}
Hair: PHOENIX “Cherry Hair” {NEW!} @ Mainstore (certain colors) AND Black Fair Monthly (For other colors)
Makeup: IDTTY FACES “Rebel Heart Collection” {NEW!} @ Black Fair Monthly
[[*Pose*]]
Foxcity “Moody Bento Set”

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ROYGBIV


[[*Clothing*]]
Top: TETRA “Off Shoulder Top”
Pants: [Cynful] “Groovy Tweed Pants”
Hair: Mithral “Gromwell”
[[*Accessories*]]
Belly Piercings: [Cynful] “360 Belly Piercing” {NEW!} @ Access
Necklace: Minimal “Levi Necklace”
Cup: REIGN “Watermelon Mixer Slurpee” {NEW!}
Bag: REIGN “Slouchy Tote Bag” {NEW!}


 

bask in the beauty

 


[[*Clothing*]]
Top: Tres Blah “Sweetheart Top” (pink)
Pants: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Trinity Trousers” {NEW!}
Heels: Vive Nine “Sapphire Gold Mules” (Tan)
Hair: Stealthic “Vapor”
Necklace: Minimal “Levi Necklace” (Gold)

Location: Luanes World


A look into my life these past few weeks..

This is literally what my life has consisted of the past couple of weeks. Me, food, some coffee, and a computer with tons of books scattered around. Trying to stay up to date with school work has me going insane the past few weeks. The month of March wasn’t the best. It started out good with my husbands birthday party, but after that… March can suck a dick. At the beginning of the month, my family was faced with another scary moment with my mom. She was diagnosed with Uterine Cancer. Luckily we caught it all in its very very early stages so all that was needed was a complete hysterectomy. Needless to say, it put my life in a crazy spiral again. Everything got put on the back burner while I tried to process this event taking place in our lives. And in that mix was blogging, school, and my relationship even suffered at times. My husband tho… he’s the biggest trooper and has the most patience I’ve ever known someone to have when it comes to me and my issues going on. I have to give him praise because through everything he’s been my rock and stuck by my side when he could have easily run. To be honest, I wanted to run away from me at times so I wouldn’t have blamed him if he did leave. I love him more than he will ever, ever, ever know. Good news is after the surgery we got the best news anyone could have ever wanted. She doesn’t need to undergo chemo or any type of radiation. Praise the Lord. God is so so so incredibly good all of the time.

I’m declaring the month of April will be so much better to me, my mom especially, my family, and my husband. School has less than a month left and hopefully, I can get all these papers, exams, and homework finished before its all said and done. And soon I will be planning a trip out to see my handsome husband in real life.. so that’s something to look forward to. My stomach feels full of butterflies and anxiety when I think about it, but ill save all of that for another blog post in the future lol.

With all of that being said I shall give you what you came here for in the first place.. the credits to this outfit.

I hope April has been good to you so far and continues to be even better as the days pass.

Thank you to everyone for sticking around with me on this journey the past 6 months or so where everything has been a little crazy. I appreciate you so much.

All of my love,


[[*Credits*]]

Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “One Sleeve Knot Top” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 April Round

Shorts: Villena “Ripped Bermuda Shorts”

Glasses: Lost Kings “Krazy Faith Shadez”

Necklace: Kibitz “Lucrecia Necklace”

Hair: Navy + Copper “Cheesecake”

[[*Décor*]]

Peaches “Tap that App Laptop”

Iconic “Phone and stuff”

Apple Fall “Magazine Files”

Junk Food “Milk Chocolate Bar”

Admit it, you love pizza this much too.

 

Yes, I’m still overloading on carbs mind ya business. :] 

I should be sitting in this chair getting the rest of my hair and makeup done, but instead, I’m standing here eating this delicious pizza. That’s the kind of girl I am. I will always take out time to enjoy some pizza. I should also be more careful with not getting any on my new dress from Cynful Clothing, but I like to live on the edge at times. Sue me.


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: Cynful Clothing “Sam’s Corset Dress” {NEW!} @ faMESHed March 2019
Hair: DOUX “Cristal”
Necklace: MINIMAL “Mery Necklace Gold”
Rings: YUMMY “Art Deco Rings”
[[Pose & Background]]
Pose: Focus Poses “U Wanna Pizza Of Me”
Location: The Flipping XXX Resort

Fast food and my late night thoughts..

Lost in my thoughts in the middle of the night…

Fast food, it’s all I’ve been wanting for the past couple weeks. Who sneaks down in the middle of the night to ear a cheeseburger, and now sneaks down to warm up leftover chicken nuggets? This girl! Numerous people keep telling me that maybe its time to get a pregnancy test and take it. My stubborn self keeps saying, “Noooo, there’s zero chance of this happening.” But, maybe, they’re right? Girl’s can have normal cravings though, shouldn’t they? We crave chocolate at times, so why should my fast food cravings be any different? Why am I trying to talk myself out of the possibility? Why am I in denial when I know how my body works? Obviously, I know something is different. Tomorrow will make six weeks since I’ve even had a period. How is my husband going to react to all of this?

Maybe it’s time I get that test…


[[*Clothing&Accessories*]]
Top, Shorts, & Socks: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Zaidee’s Casual Silky Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: DOUX “Mona” {NEW!} @ EQUAL 10
Rings: (Yummy) “Art Deco Rings” (Belleza) {NEW!} @ Collabor88
Earrings: [RHUDE] “Cairo Earrings Gold”
Food: PewPew! “Chicken Nuggets”


My Valentine


[*Clothing*]
Lingerie: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Juliet’s Lingerie” {NEW!} @ Collabor88
Hair: DOUX “Ariana” {NEW!} @ Mainstore
[*Decor*]
JACKALOPE “Bad Romance” {NEW!} @ ANYbody
HIVE “Head Over Heels” {NEW!} @ Belle Event
Ariskea “Roses Bouquet pink” (Found this gacha on MP)

 


Always be a Bumblebee

Bumblebees are not designed to fly.
Its body is too heavy for its light wings,
wings that should not be able to keep it in
the air. Bumblebees refuse to accept their
limitations. It flies in spite of what it’s been
told it cannot do. It knows its strength.
Be a Bumblebee ♥


[[*Clothing*]]

Lingerie: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Unwrap Me Lingerie Set” {NEW!} @ Cupid INC
Hair: Phoenix “Christel”

[[*Pose & Background*]]
Pose: Something New “Mr BumbleBee” {NEW!} @ Vogue Event
Backdrop: MINIMAL “The Forest” (Saturday Sale 02.02.19)

 

Saturday Nights

Saturday nights, your works shoes are stilettos
Smell of cheap perfume
Makeup on your face, try to hide the pain
All the lies they look like the truth
Deep in your heart, all you want is love
But you never felt good enough
You got wrapped up in other plans
But this ain’t the way the story ends


[[*Clothing*]]
Top: Pseudo “Nuri Top” (Nude)
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothng & Co. “A Girls Thing Jegging Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed (January 2019)
Glasses: Lost Kings “Marquez” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitian
Heels: ChicChica “Colette” (Nude) @ Saturday Sale 01.19.19
Hair: RunAway “Melly” {NEW!} @ Salon 52
Necklace: MINIMAL “Sole Necklace” (Gold)
[[*Background & Pose*]]
Both by FoxCity @ Saturday Sale 01.19.19
Photo Booth – Reassurance
Pose – Oki Doki Bento Set

 

Hello 2019 :D


Im baaacckkkk!!!

I know I took a much longer vacation than expected, but it was way overdue. Sometimes there just comes times in your life when you’ve did something for so long that you begin to lose your inspiration. And I was beginning to become that person. Needless to say, with everything that was about to take place I thought it was the perfect time to do a blogcation and just get away from it for a while.

                As a lot of you already know my rl mother had surgery on November 5, 2018. She had her whole spleen and half of her pancreas removed due to a mass they found. Luckily it wasn’t cancerous (YAY!) but it did take a bigger toll on her than we expected. To back up though it all kind of started around the end of August. The doctor appointments I had to take her to, the countless visits out of town to different hospitals, thus why my inspiration for blogging kinda started to cease to exist. My mind was in other places at the moment (as it should have been) and blogging just wasn’t my main priority at the moment.

                December rolled around which was when I initially thought Id be back to blogging, but that was put on hold. My mother was slowly but surely getting back to her normal self, but all the ER trips, doctor visits, and other hospital trips started to, I’m sure, lower my immune system and the second week in December I came down with who knows what, but it was the worst, worst, worst, sickness I’ve ever had in my life. Doctors couldn’t tell me what was wrong, but they continued to try to make me better. Each passing day only got worse. After four trips to different doctors I’m finally, sorta, starting to feel better, but I’m still not at 100% as my ears are still really infected. But I’m thinking its time for my blogging adventure to begin again as I can focus more on it now and with the break my mind is clear, and inspiration is starting to flow again.

                Thank you to everyone for being so patient with me over the past few months and especially a huge thank you to my sponsors who allowed my blogcation to last a little longer than expected. Yall are wonderful and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes me through the new year.

                I hope everyone’s January is off to an amazing start and your year continues to get better with each passing day.

Xoxo

Jaden ♥


[[*Clothing*]]
Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Pajama Silk Set” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: Runaway “Sue Recolored” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19
Rings: YUMMY “Curator Rings Set”
Milkshake: PewPew! “Creamy Milkshake Jar”
Nails: E.Marie “Mix&Match Pink Holo Coffin”
Backdrop: MINIMAL “Mood Bath” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19