A look into my life these past few weeks..

This is literally what my life has consisted of the past couple of weeks. Me, food, some coffee, and a computer with tons of books scattered around. Trying to stay up to date with school work has me going insane the past few weeks. The month of March wasn’t the best. It started out good with my husbands birthday party, but after that… March can suck a dick. At the beginning of the month, my family was faced with another scary moment with my mom. She was diagnosed with Uterine Cancer. Luckily we caught it all in its very very early stages so all that was needed was a complete hysterectomy. Needless to say, it put my life in a crazy spiral again. Everything got put on the back burner while I tried to process this event taking place in our lives. And in that mix was blogging, school, and my relationship even suffered at times. My husband tho… he’s the biggest trooper and has the most patience I’ve ever known someone to have when it comes to me and my issues going on. I have to give him praise because through everything he’s been my rock and stuck by my side when he could have easily run. To be honest, I wanted to run away from me at times so I wouldn’t have blamed him if he did leave. I love him more than he will ever, ever, ever know. Good news is after the surgery we got the best news anyone could have ever wanted. She doesn’t need to undergo chemo or any type of radiation. Praise the Lord. God is so so so incredibly good all of the time.

I’m declaring the month of April will be so much better to me, my mom especially, my family, and my husband. School has less than a month left and hopefully, I can get all these papers, exams, and homework finished before its all said and done. And soon I will be planning a trip out to see my handsome husband in real life.. so that’s something to look forward to. My stomach feels full of butterflies and anxiety when I think about it, but ill save all of that for another blog post in the future lol.

With all of that being said I shall give you what you came here for in the first place.. the credits to this outfit.

I hope April has been good to you so far and continues to be even better as the days pass.

Thank you to everyone for sticking around with me on this journey the past 6 months or so where everything has been a little crazy. I appreciate you so much.

All of my love,


[[*Credits*]]

Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “One Sleeve Knot Top” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 April Round

Shorts: Villena “Ripped Bermuda Shorts”

Glasses: Lost Kings “Krazy Faith Shadez”

Necklace: Kibitz “Lucrecia Necklace”

Hair: Navy + Copper “Cheesecake”

[[*Décor*]]

Peaches “Tap that App Laptop”

Iconic “Phone and stuff”

Apple Fall “Magazine Files”

Junk Food “Milk Chocolate Bar”

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Life is a journey


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress & Jacket: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Ana’s Dress” {NEW!} @ C88 September
(Both outfits in the post are the same. I’m just showing two endless
possibilities of how you can wear it.)
Hair: #Foxy “Mishi Hair”
Glasses #1: NEXOR “Beast Shadez” {NEW!} @ Man Cave
Glasses #2: NEXOR “Venus Shadez” {NEW!} @ Shiny Shabby
Heels: N-Core “Jane”
[[*DECOR & BACKGROUND*]]
Ionic “Phone and Stuff [Physics]”
Peaches “Tap that app”
e.marie “Life is a journey Map”
Ionic “Notes from college”
e.marie “Scenic Route Suitcase”
FOXCITY Background “The Lux”

He got me the car and I got us a pizza ♥


[[*What I’m Wearing*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Holli’s Dress” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 August Round.
Hair: Queenz “Nova Hair”
Glasses: NEXOR “Cash Money Shadez” {NEW!} @ The Access Event
[[*Backdrop, Pose, And Decor*]]
Focus Poses “U wanna PIZZA me? pose 6”
MINIMAL “Redfield Backdrop”
BILLIONAIRE MOTORS “RARRI 458 Pink Diamonds”

the beginning is always today



[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Tiviyah Knotted Dress” {NEW!} @ Mesh Body Addicts
((August 1st. WIll update SLURL when Event opens))
Hair: Lamb “Easy Easy”
Heels: REIGN “Kelsey Wedges”
[[*DECOR & BACKGROUND*]]
JACKALOPE “Adulting Award Planter – Bra” {NEW!} @ Main store (11 options/text to choose from. Not a gacha. all sold separately)
SAYO “Boudoir Bedroom – Fur Rug”
dust bunny “potted sago palm”
Apple Fall “Roses Box” (Champagne)
Tres Blah – Slumber Party – Nail Polish Clutter
Tres Blah – Eclectic Collection – Hot Lips Phone (Pink)
Tres Blah – Slumber Party – Makeup Bag
.peaches. Tap That App – Laptop {NEW!} @ Main store for Fifty Linden Friday ((07.27.18))
-tres blah- Hodgepodge – Stacked Magazines
-tres blah- Jolie – Eye Makeup
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Skull w/ Light Roses RARE
Fancy Decor Get Shit Done
hive // celebration balloons ((rose gold))
+Half-Deer+ Coming up Roses – Easel (White + Roses)
-tres blah- Eclectic Collection – Brassiere
Background/Chair/Table/Some Table Decor all combined in the background set:
[ Focus Poses ] Hello New York Backdrop


 

Retro Love


[[*Outfit*]]
Bikini Top: Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #05” (Baekini Tropical) {NEW!} @ AnyBody
Top Coverup: Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #11” (Baekini Cover-Up) RARE {NEW!} @ AnyBody
((This Rare cover up comes with a 18 texture hud to choose from))
Skirt: Cynful Clothing & Co. “Riana’s Denim Skirt” {NEW!} @ C88 July
Hair: Phoenix “Brooke Hair”
[[*Background, Decor, & Pose*]]
Foxcity “Besties”
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #30” (Private Beach – ULTRARARE) @ Anybody
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha #29” (NeonTrees Triple) @AnyBody

 

Full Set Option for Jackalopes Gacha is available during the event only.

.cr.a.zy.

Come here, baby
You know you drive me up the wall
The way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull
Seems like we’re makin’ up more than we’re makin’ love
And it always seems you got somethin’ on your mind other than me
Girl, you got to change your crazy ways
You hear me?
Say you’re leavin’ on a seven thirty train
And that you’re headin’ out to Hollywood
Girl, you been givin’ me that line so many times
It kinda gets like feelin’ bad looks good, yeah
That kinda lovin’ turns a man to a slave
That kinda lovin’ sends a man right to his grave
I go crazy, crazy baby, I go crazy
You turn it on, then you’re gone
Yeah, you drive me crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby
What can I do, honey? I feel like the color blue

[[*Outfit*]]
Bikini: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Loquita’s Sequin Bikini” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: Spellbound “Viper” {NEW!} @ Chapter 4
Glasses: NEXOR “Marlee Shadez” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitan
Necklace: Seven “Lariat Holy Stacked Necklaces” (Gold)
[[*Background & Props*]]
[Focus Poses] “Summer Nights Pool” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitan
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Floatie Octopus” -RARE GACHA- {NEW!} @ AnyBody
(poses included in floatie)
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Beach Ball” {NEW!} @ AnyBody
Jackalope “Retrowave Beach Gacha Cooler Twotone” {NEW!} @ AnyBody

 

Floatin is all I wanna do

[*Outfit*]
Bikini: Queenz “March Group Gift”
Hair: Truth Hair “Jacica” {NEW!} Group Gift for April
Glitter: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Stripper Body Dust”
Glasses: [Cubic Cherry] “Lala”

[*Pose DECOR Location*]
Something New “Tilda Water Butterfly” {NEW!} @ I&R I Feel Pretty Hunt May 1-30
Hint: Wearing Heels made her feel pretty
[Cosmic Dust] “Basic Bitch Milkshake”
Location: Gardens of Grace

“Denial”

I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating?

Are you cheating on me?


[[*Clothing*]]
Shirt: .:Villena:. “Torn Cropped Shirt” (Black)
Shorts: SEUL “Snap Shorts” (Red)
Hair: [RunAway] “Samatha Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed May 18′
Shoes: REIGN “GEM’D Slides”
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks”
Glasses: BALACLAVA!! “Olivia Readers & Shades” (Gold)
[[*Decor & Pose*]]
FOXCITY PhotoBooth “Boi Bye” ((EXCLUSIVE)) {NEW!} @ Equal10
FOXCITY “Boi Bye” Poses (#7m) {NEW!} @ Equal10
[High V] “Hot Sauce”

She sneaks out for the night

 


[[*OUTFIT*]]
Top: JACKALOPE “Cinna Sweatshirt” {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz
Skirt: JACKALOPE “CinnaMini Skirt” (Set 6) {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz
Hair: TRUTH “Caralisa”
Heels: N-Core “Endless Peep Toe”
[[*DECOR & POSE*]]
All decor and backdrop is NEW from JACKALOPE at OMG! Oh My Gacha.
“CityScapes Gacha – Backdrop 02 – Rare”
(The Vines are a add-on. Can be removed)
“Curtain – Black”
“Plant Cluster”
“Plant Cart” (Silver)
“Gardening Things”
Pose: Foxcity “Play Ball 2”

Pussy so good, I say my own name during sex

Look, broke hoes do what they can 
Good girls do what they told 
Bad bitches do what they want 
That’s why a bitch is so cold
I’m a gangsta in a dress, I’m a bully in the bed
Only time that I’m a lady’s when I lay these hoes to rest


We decided to collab again for a blog post. If you’d like to know what hes wearing you can check out his blog post [here]

 

[[*Outfit*]]
Top: Pseudo “Off Shoulder Bomber”
Shorts & Fishnets: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Sweet Cheeks Shorts” {NEW!} @ Fameshed
Necklace: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Chili Necklace”
Hair: Runaway “Katia Hair”
Glasses: NEXOR “Grand Master Shadez 1” {NEW!} -Group Gift-
Choker: REIGN “Tattoo Choker” {NEW!}

[[*DECOR & POSE*]]
All decor and backdrop is NEW from JACKALOPE at OMG! Oh My Gacha.
“CityScapes Gacha – Backdrop 02 – Rare”
(The Vines are a add-on. Can be removed)
“Spring lights”
“Bus Stop 01”
“Trash Cans Full”
“Trash Cans Covered”
“Pay Phone” – Also comes with its own pose included.
“Bench – Light” – Comes with its own pose included.
“Stop sign”
“Graffiti with Pose 02”
“Graffiti with Pose 01”
“Curtain – Black”
“Curtain – Yellow”
Pose: Focus Poses “Couple Car”