Comfort and Coffee

 

Hoodie: JACKALOPE “Ava Hoodie” {NEW!} @ Sad November
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Sadystika’s Flare Jeans” {NEW!}
Hair: Runaway “Marina Hair”
Tumbler: e.marie “Coffee Tumbler – Gold” {NEW!} @ Pocketgacha
Nails: Astralia “Compatible Mesh Nails System – Coffin Style”
Nail Applier: Alme “Fall Palette II Matte Astralia Applier” {NEW!} @ Sad November

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Friday Night Out

“She was dangerous, independent, and strong.
The sound of her heels against the marble
floor shook the devil up.”
– R.H. Sin


*Outfit*
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Subdub Dress” {NEW!} @ Collabor88 August Round
Heels: #EMPIRE “Minalobata”
Hair: Phoenix “Clarissa” @ Hairology
Purse: C’est la vie ! “Mylene Ruffle Bag”
Necklace: [Cynful] Clothng & Co. “Empress Necklace”
Necklace 2: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Coax Necklace”
Bracelet: e.marie “Toggle Heart Bracelet”
Necklace 3: e.marie “Heart Necklace”
Makeup: Studio Exposure “Warm Winter Makeup” Catwa Head

*Decor*
Background: Bruja. “Say it, Selfie Backdrop”
Basket: dust bunny “basket table”
Skull: -tres blah- Eclectic Collection “Skull w/ Light Roses RARE”
Flowers: Ariskea [ Petite Paris] “Les Roses Rose”
Flowers: Ariskea [ Petite Paris] “Rose Vase Ivoire”
Rug: PILOT “Fur Rug”
Plushie: REIGN “Plushies (Stripes)- #5”

*Pose*
Imitation “Selfie 4”

 

Loneliness

flowers

We search our whole lives for people to fill that empty space. The one by our side. The extra pillow on your bed. The passenger listening to your songs. The friend who stays up later than you do. We’re all insomniacs in some way. It’s hard to sleep when the cost is having a nightmare. It’s hard to not feel alone when no one’s hitting up your phone. It’s hard to feel something when you’ve been drained. Love is a cheap trick the heart does to remind itself that it must beat for two. I won’t trick you. It’s going to be difficult. Maybe you’re getting over someone. Maybe you’re getting over yourself. Maybe you’re just flat lining that smile again. Maybe somewhere out there, someone’s looking up into the sky wishing they were right next to you. Your hands reach for your shadow, soft company– but it’s still your own. It’s different with someone else around. Best friends have a tendency to become lovers. Lovers have a knack for leaving. Friends have a high statistic of becoming both. You’re left to your own tricks. You need to believe that you’ll be okay. The phone may ring one day, maybe it’s them. Maybe it’s just another person we’ll never meet. Sometimes we feel like the moon, we’re always questioning the howling. Sometimes we feel like the sun, if it’s this bright out here– who is going to notice me? Maybe you really do feel alone, but someone out there feels just like you. We’re all stars waiting to burn out. We’re all bridges waiting to burn. I’m just another writer jotting down words that need to mean something. I guess one day, we’ll try to be more than fine. One thing at a time, we feel things too much. It’s our hearts way to remind us that it’s okay to be this numb. Even the brightest stars in the sky feel lonely, it just needs to find the right person to shine for. Darling, it’s okay to feel this way. It’s just another means to feel everything. We need to feel okay, even if it’s really not.


Top: Blueberry “Rachel Tops” (White)
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Anyday Skinny Jeans” {NEW!}
Hair: Exile “Songbird”
Heels: #Empire “Tagetes”
Nails: e.marie “Glitter Ombre” {NEW!}