That feeling

You know that feeling?
When you’re just waiting.
Waiting to get home, into your room,
close the door, fall into bed,
and just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of both relied and desperation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothing is right either.
And you’re tired.
Tired of everything, tired of nothing.
And you just want someone to
be there and tell you its okay.
But non ones going to be there.
And you know you have to be strong
for yourself, because no one can fix you.
But you’re tired of waiting.
Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else.
Tired of being strong.
And for once, you just want it to be easy.
To be simple. To be helped. To be saved.
But you know you wont be.
But you’re still hoping.
And you’re still wishing.
And you’re still staying strong and fighting,
with tears in your eyes.
You’re fighting.

 


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rendezvous Romper” {NEW!} @ C88 June 2017
Hair: Lamb. “Ask” (Black Pack) {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Heels: REIGN “Pattern Pumps”
Chihuahua: JIAN “Cheeky Chihuahua #14” {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Summer Vibes” (Comes with an inflatable ring for a more ‘beachy’ pose look if you want) {NEW!} @ enMESHed Monthly

now shes just dreaming

 

She stretches her arms out
stares up at the sky,
wishing for the wings
that could teach her to fly,
She’s trapped on the earth here,
feet tied to the ground,
the forces of gravity,
keep pushing her down.
To the world shes one person,
to one person, the world.
She wants to be an angel,
but shes only a girl.
And though shes lifes puppet,
she’ll break all the strings,
but for now shes just dreaming,
of earning her wings.


Dress: [Cynful] Clothing “Regality Corset” {NEW!}
Hair: Iconic “Ella” {NEW!}
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Naked Strings”
Location: Elysium City of Templemore

she walked in the club like nobody’s business

Six inch heels, she walked in the club like nobody’s business
Goddamn, she murdered everybody and I was her witness

She works for the money, she work for the money
From the start to the finish
And she worth every dollar, she worth every dollar
And she worth every minute


 Top: JACKALOPE “Roxy Top” {NEW!} @ anyBODY
Dress: JACKALOPE “Cece Dress” {NEW!} @ anyBODY
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Tiana” {NEW!}
Heels: Garbaggio “Naomi Platforms” (Black)

She’s the Queen with warrior in her blood.

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She made pain look beautiful, she found
peace among the chaos.
She wore a smile in situations where most
would cry.
She held the weight of the world on her shoulders and never complained.
She’s the one with the angel eyes, ready to
raise hell for those who take her lightly.
She’s the flower with thorns that have since made her untouchable.
She’s the Queen with warrior in her blood.


Happy June everyone! Summer is right around the corner and it’ll be as hot as satans asshole outside before you know it lol. Although its already been so hot here in Kentucky. So that just shows me that when summer actually does hit that itll be even worse. At least we can beat the heat in SL with this adorable outfit from Cynful. These cute little shorts with zipper details and a HUD that allows you to change the outline and the cuffs on the bottom to match your shirt. And same HUD comes with the top. Im so in love with this outfit. Its sexy, but casual at the same time. Tons of different looks you can create with just the top paired up with something else and same with the shorts. So many possibilities for these two pieces. Both a must have for every females SL closet. And I swear with everything inside me.. this hair from Burley is by far, hands down, my FAVORITE hair in Second Life. If I could wear it every day I would. Trust lol.

Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Too Fly Outfit” {NEW!}
Hair: Burley “Audrey”

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Lets take a dip

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Good Morning, everyone! Does anyone else enjoy receiving compliments from random females? Not in the “I wanna lick your vagina” way thats all weird and creepy, but in the genuine way where they just randomly compliment your avatar or look. As soon as I landed at this location I had a male and a female both in my box telling me how cute they thought I looked. Its always flattering when other females go outta there way to say something nice to another female. Kinda makes my day and restores my faith with the cattiness and shady females of SL lol. Anyways.. the thing I love about spring/summer time is the fact all these designers make bikinis. Ive been lovin the rl designs people have been putting together for bathing suits and was hoping some of that inspiration would carry over for SL when it comes to swimwear. Can we just discuss the fatpack Cynful has put together for this bikini at Whimsical? O.M.G it is to die for. Seriously.. the mixing and matching and the added fp bonus colors.. you cant go wrong with it. There is SO many options for this bikini that its insane. They even created this cute little body chain to go with the bikini that ALSO comes in a ton of different colors to mix and match with whatever color you decided on. The possibilities are really endless with this whole look. Its one you want to splurge and grab the whole thing, girls. Trust me.

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Bikini: Cynful “Poolside Bikini” {NEW!} @ Whimsical
Body Chain: Cynful Clothing “Poolside – Bodychain” {NEW!} @ Whimsical
Hair: [RA] “Jill Hair”

♥I’ll be over here♥

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I’m sorry if I seem uninterested
Or I’m not listenin’ or I’m indifferent
Truly, I ain’t got no business here
But since my friends are here
I just came to kick it but really
I would rather be at home all by myself not in this room
With people who don’t even care about my well-being
I don’t dance, don’t ask, I don’t need a boyfriend
So you can go back, please enjoy your party
I’ll be here, somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana
With this boy who’s hollering I can hardly hear
Over this music I don’t listen to and I don’t wanna get with you
So tell my friends that I’ll be over here


First off… Hairology. Why hasn’t someone created an event like this sooner? I mean.. I think its pretty freaking common sense with everyone who’s obsessed with hair. I know we have The Hair Fair, but that’s once a year. I need MORE events dedicated to just hair other than the one a year and I’m SO happy someone was smart enough to start this one. Its not too big, nor too little, Its not lagged down every time I go. Its a quick shopping experience and boom I’m back home in no time (which is what I like when it comes to events.) I’m not one to want to sit around, lag, and take all damn day at an event trying to buy my stuff lol. So Hairology is my MAIN BITCH recently lol. I love it. And I love Runaway hair so much. I was actually introduced to it last years Hair Fair and since then I’ve became obsessed with it. And this hair I have on in this blog post.. to freakin die for. I love everything about it from the length, the side swept bangs, everything. Next on my list to talk about is this dress from Cynful Clothing & Co. This is the first creation from Cynful’s GM Angelina Courier. Cyn helped her with it a lot, but how freaking ADORABLE is it? I love the simplicity of a good dress and this one takes the cake for me. It has a HUD so you can change the color of the studs on the dress, its just short enough to keep the bits covered, but also short enough to be so sexy too. Comes in all these sizes Standard sizing (XXS-L), Belleza (Venus, Freya + Isis), Maitreya (Lara), Slink Physique + Hourglass. For it to be a first outfit from someone, I’m excited to see whats to come from Angelina in the future for Cynful. ♥

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Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Sheila Dress” (Hotpink) {NEW!} 
Hair: Runaway “Mia Hair” {NEW!} @ Hairology (Jan 10th-30th round)

Behind closed doors..

 

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I love telling stories with my photos sometimes. I don’t do it all the time, but with these photos I think I will. Grab a drink, pull up a chair, and relax for a moment. Let me paint this picture for you…


It’s not always sunshine and rainbows at the Playboy Mansion. Months and months Jaden (in the black outfit) has sit back and watched him take advantage of female after female that comes to live with them. Yeah he gives them a nice house to live in. Yeah they chose this life as a model for this magazine, of course they knew what they were getting themselves into. Its the things most people don’t see when the door is closed that the females are basically walking blind into. Jaden sees Hugh take a new bunny upstairs… she knew it was going to be the typical wine and dine night. He woos her with everything she could possibly want to hear, tells her how much money he will be paying her, promises her centerfolds for the next months issue. Lays it all out there for her and in the end he thinks what hes doing is perfectly fine. He does all these things for the young, new, bunnies, and they owe it to him so to speak. Jaden watches as he makes him way upstairs with her.. she follows them as they make their way to his room. The door doesn’t close all the way, leaving just a bit of a gap so Jaden can see whats going on. The girl says the usual, “Give me a second to freshen up.” and sashays to the bathroom. This is it Jaden thinks to herself. This is the time I make my move. Save all these females from the sad, pitiful, most non-pleasurable 30 seconds of their life. The more seconds that pass she knows its now or never, cant turn back, you’ve been awaiting this moment. She can feel the anger creep up within her body, it becomes warm to touch.. her eyes are just in a dead set glare at Hugh through the small slit at the door. It was as if an emotion took over she couldn’t even begin to shake off. She burst through the door. Hugh turns around all surprised and excited to think maybe he was going to get very lucky tonight. In a fit of anger she throws him into his chair he already had tied up with ropes and she begins to tighten them around his wrist, making the older man become even more weak with every ounce of strength he uses, trying to escape the contraption he just rigged up with the newcomer who is apparently still in the bathroom. Jaden thinks to herself,”Where is she?”  What happens next was a blur. The next thing she remembers is hearing the scream from the girl and the look of horror on her face hoping that she wasn’t next. Jaden begins to back away letting the female know she was not going to hurt her at all. The girl of course runs off screaming down the stairs and Jaden finally opens her eyes to what she has done. Seeing him sitting in that chair like he had been brutally tortured for hours, even though it had felt like just seconds before she was standing outside in the hallway still debating on whether or not she was going to go through with this. She looks around… it was very clear she had went with it. Even though she doesn’t remember a thing that happened after bursting through the door and seeing the look of surprise and glee on his face thinking his sexual escapade just got better. Still so confused and knowing the cops would be here at any moment.. she reaches down and finds her phone. Sitting it perfectly on the bed and setting the timer, she poses beside his body.. just like a good model would do, fixed her hair, made sure her bunny ears were perfect, not even paying attention to the blood on her outfit or her face, she gives this half little smirk of a smile feeling so fulfilled in what had just happened right before the photo flashed.


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〈Pink Outfit〉
⇒Corset: Rainie Day “Evil Bunny” (Pink) [Common] {NEW!} @ Freak Show Gacha Carnival Maitreya Compatible. Comes with Omega Applier.
⇒Shoes: Rainie Day “Evil Bunny” [RARE] {NEW!} @ Freak Show Gacha Carnival
⇒Hair: Truth “Lala”
⇒Pose: Something New “Scare Me! #1” {NEW!} @ The Oh So Skelegant Cart Sale 
⇒Ears, Tail, Tie: Rainie Day “Evil Bunny” [Common] {NEW!} @ Freak Show Gacha Carnival

〈Red Outfit〉
→Corset: Rainie Day “Evil Bunny” [Costume RARE] {NEW!} @ Freak Show Gacha Carnival Comes with Stockings, Cuffs, and Omega applier.
→Shoes: Rainie Day “Evil Bunny” [RARE] {NEW!} @ Freak Show Gacha Carnival
→Hair: Besom “Hair Fair 2015”
→Pose: Something New “Scare Me! #2” {NEW!} @ The Oh So Skelegant Cart Sale

 

*Seashell*

The sound and smell of the sea will forever clean my soul. 

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Theres just something about being at a beach in Second Life that is so relaxing. Just sitting and taking in the beautiful creations that people take their time to put together for our viewing pleasure. This beach was gorgeous and with the boat in the background reminded me of just a peaceful day at the beach. This dress by Pink Sugah gave me that beachy feel so I knew I had to show its beauty to you on a nice little beach. As always it comes in a variety of different colors to choose from, but being from Kentucky and loving me some Kentucky Blue I had to go with this one to blog. Its at AnyBody this round so be sure to go check it out before the round is over and they change for next month. The hair is new from Lamb and available at Collabor88 this round. I seriously spent a good 5k at that place this month. I havent been so excited for a round of C88 as I was this one. Being as though it was their Birthday round it seemed as if everyone put in a little extra time in their release for it. And Lamb Hair was one of those… I ended up purchasing both releases from them. Both are absolutely gorgeous!!

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Dress: .:Pink Sugah:. “Relentless” (Aloha Blue) {NEW!} @ AnyBody August Round
Hair: Lamb “Bee” {NEW!} @ Collabor88

*Standing in the Storm*

“She stood in the storm and when the wind

did not blow her way she adjusted her sails.”

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Hello to all you lovelies. Today I have a couple events I want to talk to you about. First off and most importantly The Lexi Project. If you have a SL Facebook Im sure youve heard of this event going on. This event is benefiting Lexi Zelin, owner of AngelRED, who was just diagnosed with cancer. 100% of all the sales will be given to Lexi to help while she fights this battle. Its so incredible to me that people in Second Life stand up and support, love, and care about people the way we do. You wouldnt really think that in this big SL world would we find such amazing people, but we do. And we cherish them, and are always willing to help with whatever we can when they are hurting. Its so beautiful. This event started July 26th. Tons of great designers have came together to help Lexi out in this time of need. Please be sure to hop on over tomorrow and grab some things to help her out. ♥  Also.. The Magna Fair started July 19th and runs through August 9th. That is where this adorable outfit I have on right now can be purchased. When MoDanna released this collection I was so ecstatic. How freaking adorable is this? Theres a lot of patterns to choose from and I had a hard time putting an outfit together from it because I just love them all. You can mix and match all the options a ton of different ways. MoDanna never disappoints me when it comes to new things they release. Its became one of my favorite stores very quickly. I just adore their items. And lastly the Hair Fair for 2015.. it ends today so you must run over while you can and grab all the goodies you can before its gone. I was rush shopping yesterday when I was told that it ends Sunday. I was in a flop panic sweat to teleport over there so fast, rushing through all the people trying to grab the main ones I wanted. And I LOVEE this hair that I have on here.. so stinkin adorable. So with all that being said.. ill stop writing so you can go shop! And dont forget to stop over by The Lexi Project most importantly. Hope everyone is doing well. Love you all!! ♥

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Shirt: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Halter Top” (White)
Jacket: MoDANNA [Sakura Collection] “Pastel Jacket” (Lemon) {NEW!} @ Manga Fair
Skirt: MoDANNA [Sakura Collection] “Slit Micro-Skirt” (Stripes) {NEW!} @ Manga Fair
Hair: Runaway “Waterfall Hair” {NEW!} @ The Hair Fair 2015
Shoes: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “P.A.C. Chain Heels” (White) @ The Lexi Project
Tie: MoDANNA [Sakura Collection] “Tie” (Unicorn) {NEW!} @ Manga Fair

She will imprint your heart. ♥

“I will leave such an imprint on your heart

that anyone you entertain

after me will have to know me in order to

understand you.”

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Too many times we compromise our worth and apologize for our standards and before we know it we’re tolerating people and/or situations we never thought we would. Then we wonder why. Never accept in your life an inconvenience that you would never put on to someone else. Establish your boundaries and stick to them. Don’t compromise them for anyone unless you’re willing to compromise the quality of your mental happiness. Keep quality company for a quality life.

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Outfit: MoDANNA “Jumpsuit White Birds” (Bruxelles Collection) {NEW!}
Hair: Lamb “Austin”
Shoes: REIGN “Katya Flats”
Nails: Twenty13 “Calliope” {NEW!}
Pose: Something New “Hidden Library Bottled” {NEW!}