Saturday Nights

Saturday nights, your works shoes are stilettos
Smell of cheap perfume
Makeup on your face, try to hide the pain
All the lies they look like the truth
Deep in your heart, all you want is love
But you never felt good enough
You got wrapped up in other plans
But this ain’t the way the story ends


[[*Clothing*]]
Top: Pseudo “Nuri Top” (Nude)
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothng & Co. “A Girls Thing Jegging Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed (January 2019)
Glasses: Lost Kings “Marquez” {NEW!} @ Cosmopolitian
Heels: ChicChica “Colette” (Nude) @ Saturday Sale 01.19.19
Hair: RunAway “Melly” {NEW!} @ Salon 52
Necklace: MINIMAL “Sole Necklace” (Gold)
[[*Background & Pose*]]
Both by FoxCity @ Saturday Sale 01.19.19
Photo Booth – Reassurance
Pose – Oki Doki Bento Set

 

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Hello 2019 :D


Im baaacckkkk!!!

I know I took a much longer vacation than expected, but it was way overdue. Sometimes there just comes times in your life when you’ve did something for so long that you begin to lose your inspiration. And I was beginning to become that person. Needless to say, with everything that was about to take place I thought it was the perfect time to do a blogcation and just get away from it for a while.

                As a lot of you already know my rl mother had surgery on November 5, 2018. She had her whole spleen and half of her pancreas removed due to a mass they found. Luckily it wasn’t cancerous (YAY!) but it did take a bigger toll on her than we expected. To back up though it all kind of started around the end of August. The doctor appointments I had to take her to, the countless visits out of town to different hospitals, thus why my inspiration for blogging kinda started to cease to exist. My mind was in other places at the moment (as it should have been) and blogging just wasn’t my main priority at the moment.

                December rolled around which was when I initially thought Id be back to blogging, but that was put on hold. My mother was slowly but surely getting back to her normal self, but all the ER trips, doctor visits, and other hospital trips started to, I’m sure, lower my immune system and the second week in December I came down with who knows what, but it was the worst, worst, worst, sickness I’ve ever had in my life. Doctors couldn’t tell me what was wrong, but they continued to try to make me better. Each passing day only got worse. After four trips to different doctors I’m finally, sorta, starting to feel better, but I’m still not at 100% as my ears are still really infected. But I’m thinking its time for my blogging adventure to begin again as I can focus more on it now and with the break my mind is clear, and inspiration is starting to flow again.

                Thank you to everyone for being so patient with me over the past few months and especially a huge thank you to my sponsors who allowed my blogcation to last a little longer than expected. Yall are wonderful and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes me through the new year.

                I hope everyone’s January is off to an amazing start and your year continues to get better with each passing day.

Xoxo

Jaden ♥


[[*Clothing*]]
Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Pajama Silk Set” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: Runaway “Sue Recolored” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19
Rings: YUMMY “Curator Rings Set”
Milkshake: PewPew! “Creamy Milkshake Jar”
Nails: E.Marie “Mix&Match Pink Holo Coffin”
Backdrop: MINIMAL “Mood Bath” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19

Cherry Bombshell


[[*Outfit*]]
Jacket: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Cropped Bomber Jacket” {NEW!} @ Uber
Pants: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “High Waist Pants”
Hair: Little Bones “Alias” {NEW!} @ equal10
Glasses: Lost Kings AKA NEXOR “Prevail Shadez” {NEW!} @ Man Cave
Rings: Kunglers “Rowen Rings”
Nails: e.marie “Autumn Elegance”
Earrings: RHUDE “Cairo Earrings Gold”


 

Enjoying some tacos while I wait

[[*outfit*]]
Romper: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. ” Cyanna’s Romper” {NEW!} @ faMESHed
Hair: Little Bones “Hera” (New Group Gift!)
Glasses: NEXOR “End Game Shadez” {NEW!} @ the LEVEL event
Shoes: REIGN “Knotted Bow Sandals”
Purse: VIBES “Coy ToteBag”

Tacos: Tentacio “Taco Party” (FLF 08.10.18)

[[*Background & Pose*]]
Pose: FoxyCity “Leaning Bento Poses – Lean Sit 6m” (Saturday Sale Item 08.11.18)
Backdrop: taikou “nighttime bus stop backdrop”


Meet me in room 303


[[*Outfit*]]
Bikini: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “llze’s Fishnet Bikini” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: DOUX “Naomi” {NEW!} @ Equal10
Glasses: NEXOR “No Lie Shadez” {NEW!} @ Mainstore for What Men Want Event. Only available for a week and a half. Will forever be gone after. So hurry and grab these now!
Makeup: Studio Exposure “Radija eyes & lips collection” {NEW!} @ Kustom9
[[*Props, Pose & Location*]]
PewPew! “Bunny Popsicle”
Pose: FOXCITY “Hella Cute” #3m {NEW!} Saturday Sale 06.30.18
Location: Baja Cove

x Bossy x

 

Ain’t I so (saucy)
And my clothes (cost me)
Life of the party
Always get it started
Ain’t I so (bossy)
Ain’t I so?
I’m independent got my own boo
And I can fuck some cash up if I want to
Fuck it up, body cold (frosty)
And I’m so (bossy)
Ain’t I so (saucy)
And my clothes (cost me)


[[*Outfit*]]
Jacket & Top: TETRA “Stretch Blazer”
Jeans: TETRA “Skinny Zip Capris”
Watch: !SOICEY4EVA! “Solex Watch” (Gold)
Necklace: Cae “Always Necklace”
Glasses: NEXOR “Munro Shadez” {NEW!}
Hair: #FOXY “Mishi Hair”
Heels: #EMPIRE “Clematis”
[[*Backdrop*]]
FoxCity “ClubBLACK” {NEW!} @ Kustom9

lovely

Oh, I hope some day I’ll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can’t find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can’t fight my fear

Isn’t it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home


[[*Outfit*]]
Clothing: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rina’s Sequin Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: Spellbound “Crystal Death” {NEW!} @ BLUSH
Shoes: REIGN “Studded Leather Flip Flops”

Beauty is letting yourself live

 

“Beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. Believe me. Beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, its the melted makeup when you have a shower, its the laughter when you make a joke and you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze when you see him, its when you cry for all your paranoia’s, beauty is the lines marked by time. Beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. Beauty is the marks that life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. Beauty is letting yourself live.”

– Emma Watson

 


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Heidi Summer Maxi Dress” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Aimy Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed GO!
Necklace: [Cynful] “Coax Necklace”
Makeup: [TRES BEAU MAKEUP] “Cool for the Summer eyes & lips” (Gift)
Location: Luanes World

“Denial”

I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating?

Are you cheating on me?


[[*Clothing*]]
Shirt: .:Villena:. “Torn Cropped Shirt” (Black)
Shorts: SEUL “Snap Shorts” (Red)
Hair: [RunAway] “Samatha Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed May 18′
Shoes: REIGN “GEM’D Slides”
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks”
Glasses: BALACLAVA!! “Olivia Readers & Shades” (Gold)
[[*Decor & Pose*]]
FOXCITY PhotoBooth “Boi Bye” ((EXCLUSIVE)) {NEW!} @ Equal10
FOXCITY “Boi Bye” Poses (#7m) {NEW!} @ Equal10
[High V] “Hot Sauce”

-She Bad-

-She Bad- (Video Fashion Blog)

[[*Outfit*]]
Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “For the crew top” {NEW!} @ Fameshed Go <– Click this for more Info on Fameshed Go.
Bottoms: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Cliqueish Fishnet Set” {NEW!} @ Fameshed Go <– Click this for more Info on Fameshed Go.
Shoes: N-Core “Endless Peep Toe”
Hair: -Fabia- “Beverly”
[[*BACKGROUND && DANCES*]]
Foxcity “Show Time” {NEW!} @ Limit 8
Dances: Sync’d “Plain Pack” {NEW!} @ Limit 8