lovely

Oh, I hope some day I’ll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can’t find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can’t fight my fear

Isn’t it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home


[[*Outfit*]]
Clothing: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rina’s Sequin Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: Spellbound “Crystal Death” {NEW!} @ BLUSH
Shoes: REIGN “Studded Leather Flip Flops”

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Beauty is letting yourself live

 

“Beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. Believe me. Beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, its the melted makeup when you have a shower, its the laughter when you make a joke and you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze when you see him, its when you cry for all your paranoia’s, beauty is the lines marked by time. Beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. Beauty is the marks that life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. Beauty is letting yourself live.”

– Emma Watson

 


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Heidi Summer Maxi Dress” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Aimy Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed GO!
Necklace: [Cynful] “Coax Necklace”
Makeup: [TRES BEAU MAKEUP] “Cool for the Summer eyes & lips” (Gift)
Location: Luanes World

“Denial”

I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating?

Are you cheating on me?


[[*Clothing*]]
Shirt: .:Villena:. “Torn Cropped Shirt” (Black)
Shorts: SEUL “Snap Shorts” (Red)
Hair: [RunAway] “Samatha Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed May 18′
Shoes: REIGN “GEM’D Slides”
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks”
Glasses: BALACLAVA!! “Olivia Readers & Shades” (Gold)
[[*Decor & Pose*]]
FOXCITY PhotoBooth “Boi Bye” ((EXCLUSIVE)) {NEW!} @ Equal10
FOXCITY “Boi Bye” Poses (#7m) {NEW!} @ Equal10
[High V] “Hot Sauce”

-She Bad-

-She Bad- (Video Fashion Blog)

[[*Outfit*]]
Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “For the crew top” {NEW!} @ Fameshed Go <– Click this for more Info on Fameshed Go.
Bottoms: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Cliqueish Fishnet Set” {NEW!} @ Fameshed Go <– Click this for more Info on Fameshed Go.
Shoes: N-Core “Endless Peep Toe”
Hair: -Fabia- “Beverly”
[[*BACKGROUND && DANCES*]]
Foxcity “Show Time” {NEW!} @ Limit 8
Dances: Sync’d “Plain Pack” {NEW!} @ Limit 8

Nothing but bad bitches in here tonight

When I walk in, sit up straight, I don’t give a fuck if I was late
Dinner with my man on a G5 is my idea of an update
Hut-hut one, hut-hut two, big titties, big butt too
Fuck with them real niggas, who don’t tell niggas what they up to
Had to show bitches where the top is, ring finger where the rock is
These hoes couldn’t test me, even if their name was Pop Quiz


Bodysuit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Dream Babe Bodysuit” {NEW!} @ Mainstore
Coat: PLASTIX “Feline Coat” (Golden) NEW! @ Tres Chic
Hair: #FOXY “Her Hair”
Boots: JACKALOPE “Vivien Boots”
Makeup: Studio Exposure “Aretha Makeup” {NEW!} @ Tres Chic
Necklace: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Chilli Jersey Necklace”
Background: Dirty Princess “Dirty Street Princess Backdrop” NEW @ Romp
Car: Billionaire Motors “GT Stock” (Baked/Pink/White)

Witching Hour, when evil comes out to play

The witching hour, somebody had once whispered
to her, was a special moment in the middle of the night
when every child and every grown-up was in a deep deep
sleep, and all the dark things came out from hiding
and had the world all to themselves.


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “The Hunt”
Hair: [RunAway] “Britney” {NEW!} @ Hairology
Heels: #Empire “Heather”
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “A Scorn Witches Brew”

Location: Deadman’s Island

Beauty is letting yourself live

“Beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. Believe me. Beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, it’s the melted makeup when you have a shower, it’s the laughter when you make a joke you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze and stopping understanding, beauty is your gaze when you see him, it’s when you cry for all you paranoias, beauty is the lines marked by time. Beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. Beauty is the marks the life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. Beauty is letting yourself live.”
Emma Watson

 


 

*Outfit*
Top & Pants: [Cynful] “Journey Outfit” {NEW!} @ July Round of Collabor88
Hair: BURLEY “Nikki” {NEW!} @ Uber
Shoes: REIGN “Lazy Slides”

*Props & Decor*
Background: [ isuka ] “Club Entrance”
Glass: BUENO “Black Jewel Cup” (Gacha)
Beer: BUENO “Olde B 100” (Gacha)
Condom: Dutchie “Blue Condom”
Gun: Focus Poses “Weapon” (Decor that came with another pose pack)
Dog: Zooby “Black & White Pitbull”

*Pose*
FOXCITY “Beach Bunny #3”

 

That feeling

You know that feeling?
When you’re just waiting.
Waiting to get home, into your room,
close the door, fall into bed,
and just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of both relied and desperation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothing is right either.
And you’re tired.
Tired of everything, tired of nothing.
And you just want someone to
be there and tell you its okay.
But non ones going to be there.
And you know you have to be strong
for yourself, because no one can fix you.
But you’re tired of waiting.
Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else.
Tired of being strong.
And for once, you just want it to be easy.
To be simple. To be helped. To be saved.
But you know you wont be.
But you’re still hoping.
And you’re still wishing.
And you’re still staying strong and fighting,
with tears in your eyes.
You’re fighting.

 


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rendezvous Romper” {NEW!} @ C88 June 2017
Hair: Lamb. “Ask” (Black Pack) {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Heels: REIGN “Pattern Pumps”
Chihuahua: JIAN “Cheeky Chihuahua #14” {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Summer Vibes” (Comes with an inflatable ring for a more ‘beachy’ pose look if you want) {NEW!} @ enMESHed Monthly

now shes just dreaming

 

She stretches her arms out
stares up at the sky,
wishing for the wings
that could teach her to fly,
She’s trapped on the earth here,
feet tied to the ground,
the forces of gravity,
keep pushing her down.
To the world shes one person,
to one person, the world.
She wants to be an angel,
but shes only a girl.
And though shes lifes puppet,
she’ll break all the strings,
but for now shes just dreaming,
of earning her wings.


Dress: [Cynful] Clothing “Regality Corset” {NEW!}
Hair: Iconic “Ella” {NEW!}
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Naked Strings”
Location: Elysium City of Templemore