That feeling

You know that feeling?
When you’re just waiting.
Waiting to get home, into your room,
close the door, fall into bed,
and just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of both relied and desperation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothing is right either.
And you’re tired.
Tired of everything, tired of nothing.
And you just want someone to
be there and tell you its okay.
But non ones going to be there.
And you know you have to be strong
for yourself, because no one can fix you.
But you’re tired of waiting.
Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else.
Tired of being strong.
And for once, you just want it to be easy.
To be simple. To be helped. To be saved.
But you know you wont be.
But you’re still hoping.
And you’re still wishing.
And you’re still staying strong and fighting,
with tears in your eyes.
You’re fighting.

 


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rendezvous Romper” {NEW!} @ C88 June 2017
Hair: Lamb. “Ask” (Black Pack) {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Heels: REIGN “Pattern Pumps”
Chihuahua: JIAN “Cheeky Chihuahua #14” {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Summer Vibes” (Comes with an inflatable ring for a more ‘beachy’ pose look if you want) {NEW!} @ enMESHed Monthly

she walked in the club like nobody’s business

Six inch heels, she walked in the club like nobody’s business
Goddamn, she murdered everybody and I was her witness

She works for the money, she work for the money
From the start to the finish
And she worth every dollar, she worth every dollar
And she worth every minute


 Top: JACKALOPE “Roxy Top” {NEW!} @ anyBODY
Dress: JACKALOPE “Cece Dress” {NEW!} @ anyBODY
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Tiana” {NEW!}
Heels: Garbaggio “Naomi Platforms” (Black)

Metamorphosis

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She comes home after a night out with him. No words leave her mouth, she feels as though all she can do is just sigh. Not the bad sigh, but the good one. The sigh that you let escape your lungs because its all you can do because no other words could even describe the way she feels. Shes trying to think of something to say yet nothing seems to even come close to how shes feeling in this moment. That moment after he leaves her doorstep. The moment after she opens her door and closes it, leans up against it and just smiles as she sighs. She reaches up to touch her lips, the place his lips just were lingering. Remembering every moment that just happened, replaying it over and over in her head. As shes trying to find words to sum up this moment for her.. she is reminded of this..


Metamorphosis
By: Lang Leav

I am somebody else’s story. The girl who served their drink, the person they pushed past on a crowded street, the one who broke their heart. I have happened in so many places, to so many people – the essence of me lives on in these nuances, these moments.

Yet never have I been bolder or brighter than I am with you. Not once have I ever felt so alive. Whatever vessel we pour ourselves into, mine is now overflowing, brimming with life. It is transcending into something new.

Hands are no longer hands. They are caresses. Mouths are no longer mouths. They are kisses. My name is no longer a name, it is a call. And love is no longer love– love is you.


 

When she cant express her feelings through her own words, she always reminded of something shes read along the way that can sum up everything so perfectly. To help her sum up how her life has been since she met him. To her he is love.. he is love.

Dress: .:Pink Sugah:. “Bella” {NEW!} @ Going Bust
Hair: Little Bones “GardenHead” (GIFT) {FREEBIE!}
Necklace: (Yummy) “Dreamcatcher Necklace” (Silver) {NEW!}
Heels: MoDANNA “Strap Cage Heels” (Cheetah) {NEW!}
Furry Friend: Birdy “Ferret Friend Hug”

Curious Girl..

She was a curious girl, who loved the smell

of old bookschasing butterflies

and touching herself under the covers.

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Good Morning and Happy Friday to everyone. Ive been absolutely horrible at posting this month, but Im determined to get in all my blog post for my sponsors before the end of the month. Im in a blogging mood today and im off work this weekend so you know what that means.. time for ol’ Jaden to lose herself in her blog and play dress up in Second Life for awhile. Blogging to me is so relaxing and with the past few months Ive had.. I think I deserve a little relaxation. Just me, clothing, my blog, and some music to help me get lost in the moment. ♥

What better way to get back to blogging than to do something a little sexual? Recently I demoed the Belleza Body. I seen they came out with Freya and it was a thick version. I have the Maitreya body, but find myself never wearing it really. I dont know if its the HUD im just not fond of or what. So I decided since this was a thicker version of the Belleza body I would give it a go. I go to the store, grab the demo, put it on… and oh my word, I completely fell in LOVE! So much so in love that when I seen the price I was relieved it wasnt over the 5k I thought it would be priced and SO very worth every freaking penny of 5k. I didnt buy it right away. I waited a week or so and thought, “Okay.. this is the time I purchase this bad boy because I have the extra L and I REALLY want it that much.” For me to drop this much L on something is very rare because Im sucha cheap ass lol. I bought it, ran to Glam Affair to purchase the applier for the skin, put it on, and basically danced around my room naked for a good bit. I just kept staring at myself in awe of how beautiful this mesh body was made. The hips, thighs, booty, the shadowing on the skin is just perfect.. everything about it makes me SO glad I made this purchase. The only problem Im having is the fact when I go to clubs no one can see me. I was at a AEG club, Grind the other night listening to my mother DJ and her nor no one else in the club ever seen my body rez. They kept saying it was squished together just flying above my head and where ever else it decided to go. I figured it was maybe me? I didnt know. I tpd out and then came back and still it wouldnt load for anyone. Whats the point in having this AMAZING mesh body if no one can see it load? Is it me? Is it their computer? Im not sure. Anyone else that uses the Freya version of the body experienced this issue? I see it loaded fine, just no one else does. GIVEN ive only been out to one place, but still.. 😦 It makes me sad. I didn intentionally buy this just mainly for blog posts, to look smoother and sexy and thick. Now Im sucha huge fan of it, I never want to take it off and I want people to see me. Am I doing something wrong? Or is it their computer? Anyone know?

Anyways.. to the outfit. This is a popular lingerie outfit from MoDanna. This color was released at “Hunt for your Inner Slut” Hunt, but my slow ass cant blog fast enough this month because of my real life situation going on so unfortunately the hunt is over. The lingerie is still available at the main store though. The Bob (Built in Boyfriend) came with the outfit too. Im not sure if  it does in the main store though or if this was just a exclusive set together for the hunt. Sorry for being a slacker and not getting this outfit blogged for you sooner.. but that doesnt mean you cant go grab it still.. and pick from other colors to choose from 🙂

The heels of course are from Reign. I think thats the only shoes I blog anymore. I think thats the only shoes most girls blog now lol. I figured what better way to top off this outfit than with some sexy heels… nothing says sexy like lingerie and heels.

I hope you all enjoyed this post.. I loved taking these pictures because I love staring at this mesh body that much. Its just so stunning and if anyone has any answers on the question about it above and can help me, it would be VERY much appreciated.

Until next time.. Happy Shopping my love bugs.

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Lingerie: MoDANNA “Allegoria Vintage Lingerie”
Heels: REIGN “High Society Heels” (White)

be♥you♥tiful

People will always stare. Make it worth their while. 😉 

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Last night I decided to get prettied up and go visit my mom at Grind for her set. Mainly I wanted a reason to wear these new heels out somewhere so I paired it up with this dress from Cynful. Then I found out she was djing and said “OH THATS PERFECT!” lol Plus I got to spend some much needed quality time with her as well so it was well worth going. Im so in love with these heels from Reign. They were put out for the Saturday Sale yesterday so maybe you have time to swing by there and snag these before they are picked up. Theres four different options to choose from and I bought three of the four. I loveeeeeee them. Im a huge lover of peep toe heels anyways in real life, so in sl I love them even more. These are teal on the heel and toe with a snake skin shoe. AHHH!!!! They are to DIE FOR! Hurry hurry and go to Reign and see if you can still snag these babies because they are worth every penny.

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Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Kamalin Dress” (Teal)
Hair: Truth Hair “Angie”
Shoes: REIGN “Pattern Peeps” (Snake) {NEW!} @ Saturday Sale
Pose: Something New “Calendar Girl 2” (October)
Nails: Twenty13 “Nautical Nails”

I never really cared until I met you♥

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Hey Yall! Im back again with a post thats full of new goodies from all over. I got some stuff from the HeatWave Gatcha Event going on, The Big Show, Chapter Four, N21, and not to mention this super cute dress thats new from Cynful Clothing. Very cute for a night out with your love. Unless youre like me and just get dressed, look at myself in the mirror in the bathroom and wish I had somewhere to go lol. This dress comes with a HUD so that you can change the belt to all kinds of options, and the purse comes so you can wear it on your arm or hold it in your hand. Super cute and I hope yall enjoy! DONT FORGET the HeatWave event starts tomorrow so be sure to click the links below and get your gatcha on. I know so many of you love them.

As always.. until next time…

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Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Society Dress” (Grey) {NEW!}

Hair: Little Bones “Water Me” {NEW!} @ N°21

Headpiece: U.S “Ferronnier” (Black/Pearl) {NEW!} @ HeatWave Event

Purse: {Mango Cheeks} “Lockhart Purse” (Pearl) {NEW!} @ N°21

Heels: REIGN. “Scandal Pumps” (White) {NEW!} @ The Big Show

Necklace: Soothe. “Stone bijou Necklace” {NEW!} @ Chapter Four

Nails: ::Toxxic:: Pandora “Aloha Gatcha Nails #3” {NEW!} @ HeatWave Gatcha

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*Bubblegum Kisses*

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*Happy Saturday Ya’ll* This is my very first post featuring my new skin and I’m pretty excited about it because I noticed it photographs soooo well. I love it! Shout out to my girl Dev for helping me pick it out ♥ Now onto the outfit. I was hoping to have this outfit out on Easter because I thought it would be a cuteee Easter dress, but i failed miserably lol. So for that I’m sorry but its okay because I thought it paired up so well with the new group gift from Reign. I hope y’all joined while they had the group for free while I was yelling it on my Facebook page lol. Right now the group is closed to new members so like I said.. HOPEFULLY y’all were smart and joined while you could. It comes with two different shoes for slink High & Mid feet. ALSO comes with a cuteeee HUD so that you can change the color of the shoe too andddd the color of the buckle from silver to gold. Ugh! I just love this store so much. Hopefully you love this post as much as I do. And I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. I have a few posts lined up to put out throughout the week so be on the lookout. Until next time..

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Dress: .:Pink Sugah:. ” Addicted” (Pastels)

Shoes: *REIGN. Group Gift Wedges

Hair: .Ploom. “Penny”

*Act like a woman but think like a man*

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Good Morning everyone!! Monday is over so we can plan on the rest of the week being fabulous until the weekend \O/ Today I bring to you the newest release from !Soul. This dress comes in a ton of different options with all kinds of accessories with it as you can see from the photo above. Some comes with earrings, purse, hat, watch, also includes shoes and a color changing HUD option on which ever dress you get. Youre basically getting 4 dresses in one. And get this.. all of it is for 60$L. Thats what I love about Shannon’s creations. Its always classy with great detail and always for a steal of a price so its affordable for basically everyone in Second Life. I chose the Army dress because I fell in love with the hat lol. I wanted to give it a Army/Prison feel. I wanted to feel important I guess or well.. look important rather haha. This outfit also comes with shoes but I chose not to wear them because we all know I suck when it comes to matching my skin. Im not sure why but my skin color is always sooooo hard to match with shoe huds. Therefore I decided to pair it up with some Maryjanes from Reign. Now you could only get them at the Gatcha Fair and Im sure most females got them while they were there. If you didnt though youre in luck because like I said the dress came with shoes anyways so hopefully youre better at matching skin than I am lol. Run on over to Soul and check out these fabulous dresses along with the other things they have for sale too. Shannon just released a new group Gift too thats a freebie and so so so cute so pick that up while youre there too. Until next time I hope everyone has a wonderful day.. muah xoxox

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Outfit: !Soul “Buttons Dress” (Army & Hat) {NEW!}Comes with Lush & Tango Appliers
Visit them on Marketplace by clicking [here]
Hair: .Ploom. “I can see my halo”
Shoes: *REIGN. “Maryjanes” (Black) [They were available at the Gatcha Event.]

Early In The Morning

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*Happy Friday My Loves!!* I feel as if I havent blogged in forever although it wasnt that long ago that I did. Weird how that happens and then when you look at your blog you see you did last week lol. Anywho.. I know a lot of people are hating the fact that a lot of designers have went back to prim things to wear to accommodate for the mesh boobs & booties.  At first I wasnt liking it either and was right along with everyone else. I thought that we were going BACK in time instead of progressing and making mesh be able to fit all these booties. Recently though I have been loving these little body suit type dresses/outfits. Although this outfit came with a prim to make it look more like a skirt. I found myself loving it without the prim so it looks like a little shorts outfit. I dont know if Im loving it because its a little more racy or the fact that it shows off my curves better. Either way Im really digging them. What I love about this outfit the most is the fishnet detail in the front where your boob is showing just a little bit. Although I have a hair on that covers most of it so it doesnt look AS risque. It also has some fishnet detail in the back too but not as much as seen in the front. This outfit comes in a ton of different colors and styles to choose from, but I just loved the hot pink so I had to blog it. As for my shoes.. not really much of a shock there that they come from REIGN. If you have me added on Facebook you know how much I love this store, the designers, and their shoes. Ughjhhsdjfakhlfdfkhf its a reallyyyyy badddddd guilty pleasure. Yes.. Ill admit it again. REIGN is my guilty pleasure when it comes to SL clothing and heels. I talked to Illy the other day asking if these heels were just exclusive to Whore Couture and she said that the strapped ones (as seen in this photo) will eventually be available in the main store. The other ones “Trance” she wasnt sure if they would be available later on or not. I hadnt picked up the Strapped ones yet and just decided to go on over to Whore Couture and get them instead of waiting for the release in the main store since even Illy didnt know for sure WHEN they would be released there. Either way BOTH shoes at Whore Couture from REIGN are SOOOOOO WORTH EVERY PENNY and If you havent purchased them yet Idk what the hell you are waiting on. GO GO! Also if you havent joined their group in world.. you need to do so. They are the ONLY group in SL that when they message I dont instantly close it out. The girls in there are SO friendly and we have a blast just talking about random stuff. PLUS the group gifts you get are UH-MAZING! Go join the group nao its also FREE to join for a limited time so do it before its too late.  ( secondlife:///app/group/97b7ac59-1198-78a9-a5a3-01f58cbee3c2/about ) ! Anywho I hope yall have a fabulous weekend and enjoy this post. Until next time.. Ill see yall soon! ♥
*Jaden*
Outfit: .::Pink Sugah::. “Walk of Shame” (Hot Pink) {NEW!}  –Includes all appliers for boobs & booties

Hair: Truth Hair “Lolita” {NEW!} @ Collabor88

Heels: *REIGN. “Strapped Heels” {NEW!} @ WCF!  –You will need Slink Mid Feet for these heels

Glasses: [Deadly Couture] “Deadly Frames” (Black & Silver)

Makeup: [Curves] “Beauty Makeup Lipstick deep pink”

Ring: [Deadly Couture] “Royalty Rings” (Silver)

Teeth: Cain “Realistic Vampire Fangs V2”

Handbag: LUAS “Clutch Leopard Cross”