That feeling

You know that feeling?
When you’re just waiting.
Waiting to get home, into your room,
close the door, fall into bed,
and just let everything out that you kept in all day.
That feeling of both relied and desperation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothing is right either.
And you’re tired.
Tired of everything, tired of nothing.
And you just want someone to
be there and tell you its okay.
But non ones going to be there.
And you know you have to be strong
for yourself, because no one can fix you.
But you’re tired of waiting.
Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else.
Tired of being strong.
And for once, you just want it to be easy.
To be simple. To be helped. To be saved.
But you know you wont be.
But you’re still hoping.
And you’re still wishing.
And you’re still staying strong and fighting,
with tears in your eyes.
You’re fighting.

 


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rendezvous Romper” {NEW!} @ C88 June 2017
Hair: Lamb. “Ask” (Black Pack) {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Heels: REIGN “Pattern Pumps”
Chihuahua: JIAN “Cheeky Chihuahua #14” {NEW!} @ The Arcade June 2017 Round
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Summer Vibes” (Comes with an inflatable ring for a more ‘beachy’ pose look if you want) {NEW!} @ enMESHed Monthly

Be her.

“She didn’t need to be softer around the edges
or someone she wasn’t in order to be accepted.
All she needed to do was stand in
her truth, and be who she was.”
-Unknown

Be her. Be that woman whose not afraid to be who God created you to be.
That woman who is proud to be who you are, and stand in your truth. In a world
filled with so many influences, be that woman who finds great pleasure in living out
loud and above the influence. That’s how you make an impressionable difference.
I’m happy to be a woman who stands in my truth by remaining authentic, honest, and pure
hearted in all I do. That’s something I’ll never change for anyone. That’s who people wont forget.


Dress: [Cynful] “The Oh! Dress” {NEW!} @ Mainstore
Hair: [RA] “Marina Hair”
Shoes: REIGN “Tuscola Wedges” @ The Dressing Room
Pose: Something New “Model Me #5”

I ♥ the 90’s

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I feel like such a heifer.

I had two bowls of Special K, 3 pieces of turkey bacon,

a handful of popcorn, 5 peanut butter M&M’s and like 3 pieces of licorice.

– Cher (Clueless)


Dress: JACKALOPE “VK Sweater” {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz
Leggings: Blueberry “Cake”
Hair: .Entwined. “Grace”
Shoes: CUREMORE “90’s Splash Glitter Jellies” (PURE) {NEW!} @ 90’s Rewind Event 
Glasses: Luas “Heart Sunglasses” (Blue) {NEW!} @ 90’s Rewind Event 

*Decor*
Rug: [QE] Home Collection -Spring Living Rug- /Pastel Persian/
Chair: PILOT – Inflatable Chair [White]
Ottoman: PILOT – Inflatable Table/Ottoman [Green]
Furby: CUREMORE / 90’s Splash! / Foolby / LILAC {NEW!} @ 90’s Rewind Event 
Game: Luas 90s Remember – Virtual Pet Game Yellow {NEW!} @ 90’s Rewind Event 
Game: CUREMORE / 90’s Splash! / Brick Game (Teal) {NEW!} @ 90’s Rewind Event 
Books: dust bunny . book pile
Pig: {anc} MoonLightLounge. baby pig.sit
Purse: {Mango Cheeks} “Lockhart Purse: Pearl/Silver”
(Couldnt find a LM for Mango Cheeks)
Plushie: Intrigue Co. – Plushie Pals: Mari the Flamingo
Plushie: Intrigue Co. – Plushie Pals: Figaro the Classic Tuxedo Kitten
Dog: REIGN.- Plushies (Stripes)- #5

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Baby of mine..

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Baby mine, don’t you cry.
Baby mine, dry your eyes.
Rest your head close to my heart,
Never to part,
Baby of mine.

Little one, when you play;
Don’t you mind what they say.
Let those eyes sparkle and shine,
Never a tear,
Baby of mine.

If they knew sweet little you
They’d end up loving you too.
All those same people who scold you;
What they’d give just for the right to hold you.

From your head down to your toes,
You’re not much, goodness knows.
But you’re so precious to me,
Sweet as can be,
Baby of mine.


Shirt: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Drop Down Top” {NEW!}
Leggings: Blueberry “Cake” {NEW!}
Heels: REIGN “Pom Heels” {NEW!} @ N21
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “Veronicas Story” {NEW!}

Hair: Mithral “Pepper”
[[*Decor*]]
Tree: Apple Fall “L’Olivier”
Easel: +Half-Deer+ “Coming up Roses”
Fireflies: {vespertine} “fireflies 14”
Dog: +Half-Deer+ Shiba Inu “Sit Stay”
Hot Chocolate: dust bunny “warm cocoa”
Newspaper: Dutchie “newspaper”
Tree #2: Apple Fall “Urne de Terra Cuite” AND junk. “potted tree”
Curtain: junk. “boho curtain”

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Laundry today or naked tomorrow

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This home is filled with endless love… and laundry. 


Pose: Something Erotic “Oh… What to wear” {NEW!}

-Decor Shown-
(Some of these things are gacha items. Can possibly be found at Yardsales & MP.

The links im listing are strictly to their mainstores OR directly to the item on MP if I can provide that information.)

Dog: REIGN.- “Plushies” (Stripes)- #5
Basket: dust bunny “pom pom blanket”
Rug: [QE] “Home Collection – Spring Living Rug” (Pastel Persian)
Chair: junk. “shabby old chair”
Roses: dust bunny “white rose pitcher”
Pig: {anc} “MoonLightLounge baby pig”
Basket Pillow: The Hive “Let’s Cuddle Pillow”
Sign: The Hive “Waiting for a Sign” Sign”
Curtain: 8f8 “Granny’s Winter Cottage” – Curtain
Blankets on Washer: dust bunny “blanket stool”
Frame: +Half-Deer+ “Branch Frame”
Cat: -Pixicat- “Bastet Sphynx”
Flowers: {af} “Hydrangea Bunch”
Wreath: Apple Fall “Twig Wreath”

*Clothes*
If you’re curious about the panties I have on.. they are from Wonderlost and they are called “Munchies panties” (Pizza)

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It seems like miles

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I’ve seen flowers bloom where the sun doesn’t shine
And I’ve been missing you lately
Because the day just doesn’t seem complete until we’ve talked
And I know you’re only a few minutes a way
But it seems like a few miles

Every mile for the hours we’ve missed
Every kilometer for the hours I’ve missed you
Every inch for the smile I couldn’t give you
Every centimeter for the way my empty arms are reaching for you
And every millimeter for how far away the days seem till the day I can see you again


Top: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Exposed” {NEW!} @ Ultra
Leggings: Vinyl “North Capri Leggings” (Navy) {NEW!} @ Mesh Body Addicts
Waist Shirt: LAZYBONES “Leggings & Waist Shirt” (Waist Shirt only shown in photo)
Boots: REIGN “Moon Boots” (Silver Sequins)
Hair: Truth Hair “November Group Gift VIP” {NEW!}
Pose: Something New “Take me Shopping” {NEW!} 50% off limited time only

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*Show me your kitties*

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“When witches go riding and Black Cats are seen,
the moon laughs and whispers, “T’is near Halloween.”


Dress: #Empire “Kolkwitzia” {NEW!} @ Kustom9
Hair: [e] “Quinn”
Heels: #EMPIRE “Sage”

Phone: REIGN “Coven Phone Collection” (Supreme #19) {NEW!} @ The Epiphany
Pose & Prop: The Pose Shop “basic witxh // fam” {NEW!} @ Black Dot

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Denile

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I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating? Are you cheating on me?

– Beyonce 


Shirt: Blueberry “Madori” {NEW!} @ C88 September 2016
Jeans: Blueberry “Melanie” {NEW!}
Hair: Moon “Storm”
Shoes: REIGN “Pattern Peeps” (Zebra)
Pose: Something Erotic “Water Blossom” -Thank you, Ally-

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HE would always be the WAR she was willing to fight in.

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I look at you and I understand why the sun sets every night so you can sleep. I understand why the moon stays wide awake while watching your chest rise and fall — bathed in it’s glow. I understand how important your presence is in this Universe, and I will spend light- years if need be, to make you believe. 


Top: Addams “Della Tank Top”
Skirt: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Play Back Mini” {NEW!}  [[Thank you, Cyn]]
Hair: :::Phoenix::: “Fiona Hair”
Shoes: REIGN “Hermosa Wedges v2” (Group Gift)
Prop & Pose: the pose shop. “penumbra pergola” {NEW!} @ Black Dot Project  [[Thank you, Piper]]

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