“Denial”

I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’

I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?

Cheating?

Are you cheating on me?


[[*Clothing*]]
Shirt: .:Villena:. “Torn Cropped Shirt” (Black)
Shorts: SEUL “Snap Shorts” (Red)
Hair: [RunAway] “Samatha Hair” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed May 18′
Shoes: REIGN “GEM’D Slides”
Socks: REIGN “Striped White Crew Socks”
Glasses: BALACLAVA!! “Olivia Readers & Shades” (Gold)
[[*Decor & Pose*]]
FOXCITY PhotoBooth “Boi Bye” ((EXCLUSIVE)) {NEW!} @ Equal10
FOXCITY “Boi Bye” Poses (#7m) {NEW!} @ Equal10
[High V] “Hot Sauce”

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It’s time for a chocolate break


[[*Clothing*]]
Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rainy Baby”
Hair: Runaway “Shelby Hair”

[*Decor & Pose*]
Peaches “Mon Desir Planner” {NEW!} -Group Gift-
Dust Bunny “Assorted Love Chocolates”
Pose & Backdrop: Something New Props & Poses “Enjoying a slice” {NEW!} @ Pose Fair

Pussy so good, I say my own name during sex

Look, broke hoes do what they can 
Good girls do what they told 
Bad bitches do what they want 
That’s why a bitch is so cold
I’m a gangsta in a dress, I’m a bully in the bed
Only time that I’m a lady’s when I lay these hoes to rest


We decided to collab again for a blog post. If you’d like to know what hes wearing you can check out his blog post [here]

 

[[*Outfit*]]
Top: Pseudo “Off Shoulder Bomber”
Shorts & Fishnets: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Sweet Cheeks Shorts” {NEW!} @ Fameshed
Necklace: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Chili Necklace”
Hair: Runaway “Katia Hair”
Glasses: NEXOR “Grand Master Shadez 1” {NEW!} -Group Gift-
Choker: REIGN “Tattoo Choker” {NEW!}

[[*DECOR & POSE*]]
All decor and backdrop is NEW from JACKALOPE at OMG! Oh My Gacha.
“CityScapes Gacha – Backdrop 02 – Rare”
(The Vines are a add-on. Can be removed)
“Spring lights”
“Bus Stop 01”
“Trash Cans Full”
“Trash Cans Covered”
“Pay Phone” – Also comes with its own pose included.
“Bench – Light” – Comes with its own pose included.
“Stop sign”
“Graffiti with Pose 02”
“Graffiti with Pose 01”
“Curtain – Black”
“Curtain – Yellow”
Pose: Focus Poses “Couple Car”

waiting on him to come home

When we’re not together, my soul feels hollow.
My heart feels numb, my emotions become shallow.
Like a rainbow without colors, like poetry without rhyme,
being away from you are my life’s darkest times…


Outfit: JACKALOPE “Avery Suspenders” {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz
Hair: Runaway “Katia” {NEW!} @ Whore Couture
Shoes: N-Core “ISLA”

be that woman

Be that woman whose not afraid to be who God created you to be.
That woman who is proud to be who you are, and stand in your truth.
In a world filled with so many influences, be that woman who finds
great pleasure in living out loud and above the influence. That’s how
you make an impressionable difference. Im happy to be a woman
who stands in my truth by remaining authentic, honest, and pure
hearted in all I do. That’s something I’ll never change for anyone.
That’s who people wont forget.


Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Alvena’s Leather Strap Dress” {NEW!} @ Fetish Fair Feb 2018
Hair: [RA] “Nancy”
Rings: (Yummy) “Delicate Ring Stacks” [Slink Bento Hands] {NEW!} @ N21
Nails: e.marie “Boho Bliss Set” {NEW!} @ Kustom9

Just another lazy Sunday

“She swears lazy Sunday’s
were made for her. Doing
whatever it is she wants to
do, even if it is, nothing at all.”


Hoodie: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Rainy Baby” {NEW!} @ C88 Feb 18′
Leggings: JACKALOPE “Clarissa Leggings” {NEW!} @ Suicide Dollz
Shoes: REIGN “Mini Slips”
Hair: Runaway “Shelby” {NEW!} @ C88 Feb 18′
Nails: e.marie “Love Me” {NEW!}
Tumbler: floorplan. “Coffee Cup HBIC”
Pose: FoxCity “Loco 3” {NEW!} @ Kustom9 (January Exclusives)

Christmas waves its magic wand

Christmas waves a magic wand
over the world, and behold,
everything is softer
and more beautiful.


Top: Blueberry “Ela Jackets” {NEW!}
Jeans: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Sadystika’s Flare Jeans”
Hair: Runaway “Nancy”
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “My Reindeer- Blitzen” {NEW!} @ Gacha Good Winterfest

 

Witching Hour, when evil comes out to play

The witching hour, somebody had once whispered
to her, was a special moment in the middle of the night
when every child and every grown-up was in a deep deep
sleep, and all the dark things came out from hiding
and had the world all to themselves.


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “The Hunt”
Hair: [RunAway] “Britney” {NEW!} @ Hairology
Heels: #Empire “Heather”
Pose: Something New Props & Poses “A Scorn Witches Brew”

Location: Deadman’s Island

overdosed on confidence

 

and one day
she discovered
that she was fierce
and strong
and full of fire
and not even
she could
hold herself back
because her passion
burned brighter
than her fears.


Outfit: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Neveah Jumpsuit” {NEW!}
Hair: [Runaway] “Jennifer” {NEW!} @ Hairology
Pose: FOXCITY “Wild&Free #4”
Backdrop: Anxiety “24/7”

Be her.

“She didn’t need to be softer around the edges
or someone she wasn’t in order to be accepted.
All she needed to do was stand in
her truth, and be who she was.”
-Unknown

Be her. Be that woman whose not afraid to be who God created you to be.
That woman who is proud to be who you are, and stand in your truth. In a world
filled with so many influences, be that woman who finds great pleasure in living out
loud and above the influence. That’s how you make an impressionable difference.
I’m happy to be a woman who stands in my truth by remaining authentic, honest, and pure
hearted in all I do. That’s something I’ll never change for anyone. That’s who people wont forget.


Dress: [Cynful] “The Oh! Dress” {NEW!} @ Mainstore
Hair: [RA] “Marina Hair”
Shoes: REIGN “Tuscola Wedges” @ The Dressing Room
Pose: Something New “Model Me #5”