She stood before him just as she was made to be, no lies, no judgement, no fake smile. She showed him the storm that raged within her, the strength of her heart, the stubbornness of her will and the soul that burned like fire and he…. he took all she had to offer, saw the beauty amongst the chaos, stared every flaw, every doubt and every fear in the face. He saw her spirit and ran free with it, he showed her the fire that ran wild within his own soul and together, despite the storms of life, together they set each other ablaze and danced in the flames.
I tried to change. Closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. Fasted for 60 days, wore white, abstained from mirrors, abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time, my hair, I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword. I levitated. Went to the basement, confessed my sins, and was baptized in a river. I got on my knees and said ‘amen’ and said ‘I mean.’
I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself into a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine. I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God. I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil. I grew thickened skin on my feet, I bathed in bleach, and plugged my menses with pages from the holy book, but still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know … Are you cheating on me?
She was a form of divine chaos most men could not understand. In the daylight she needed soft words of love and a hand to hold onto. But at nighttime, she wanted nothing more than her hair to be pulled and a red hand print across her ass to remind her she was still alive.
Let me present myself to you. Please. Allow me that freedom to surrender my control as I place it in your two hands. Permit me to ask for your guidance, to feel you lead me to where my mind wanders but I have yet to explore. Grant me the privilege to serve you, offer my flesh for you to paint, my mind for you to engage, my secrets for you to expose. Allow me the comfort of your dominance as I soothe you with my submission.
“The secrets inside her mind are like flowers in a garden at nighttime, filling the darkness with perfume.” – Fumiko Enchi.
Good Morning!! Just a few FYI’s about the poses in this photo. The first photos pose comes with the props you see, Teddy Bear & window prop. The second pose I modded to fit in with the first photo. Second pose does not come with the background prop, but does come with a cute little white chair to sit in. I just wanted it to match the theme I was going with so just used the animation from the pose and not the cute little white chair prop it came with.
Do you ever just crave domesticity? to coming home to a partner, meld into them like you do your bed after a long day, soak your mind in the serenity of theirs like a warm bath to soothe the knots in your body, wrap yourself in their warmth and just fucking sigh from pure comfort.
ITS A GIRL!! …Not really… Justice just has a virus (lol) but I felt like playing around and making the most of his sickness lol. He on the other hand didn’t find it as entertaining as I did. I’ve always loved the whole pregnancy thing in Second Life. I know a lot of people say its “weird” or “creepy” but personally I love it. I think its great because it allows so many people in RL who cant have babies to actually experience it somewhat through Second Life. I think that’s a beautiful thing. Justice actually asked me last night while doing this photo if I would ever do the whole pregnant thing in Second Life. I told him absolutely! Since I don’t have children in RL I think it would be fun. The whole thing from going to the doctor, to the ultrasounds they give you.. the little tummy talkers.. I think its cute. So if you think its creepy well.. we all are entitled to our opinions.. but I think its a beautiful thing. Miss Ally has created some lovely poses for an event to show off your baby bump to the world. I’ve always loved the way people can announce their pregnancy with photos now and how creative they can be. This one is just too darn cute to me. The man with his sympathy morning sickness.. its adorable. This pose comes with everything you see here. And also comes in 3 different versions. You can choose between “Its a Girl”, “Its a Boy.” or “Its TWINS!” so she covered the whole thing for everyone. I adore it so so so much and knew I had to use this prop in a blog even though I’m not expecting.. so no one freak out lol. Maybe one day though 🙂