Euphoria

For another
layer of air,
she induced
her Euorphia
at the
envious limits


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: Jackalope “Vera Halter Dress” {NEW!} @ The Trunk Show until Sept 18th
Hair: Sintiklia “Rhiannon” {NEW!} @ C88 Sept
Lip Ring: (YUMMY) “Dahlia Lip Ring” {NEW!} @ C88 Sept
Eye Patch: (YUMMY) “Abstract Eye Patch” {NEW!} @ C88 Sept
Choker: Cynful Clothing & CO “Diamond Choker” {NEW!}
Crown: *EPIC* “Rosie Royalty Crown”
Eye Makeup: IDTTY “Mellow Beats #5” {NEW!}
Nials: Ascendant “Pretentious Nails 01”
Body Applier: THIS IS WRONG “Folk Materials Shine” {NEW!} @ LEVEL
Watch: !SoIcey4Eva! “Solex Watch”

Background: Foxcity “Illuminated (Blue)” {NEW!} @ C88 Sept


 

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Admit it, you love pizza this much too.

 

Yes, I’m still overloading on carbs mind ya business. :] 

I should be sitting in this chair getting the rest of my hair and makeup done, but instead, I’m standing here eating this delicious pizza. That’s the kind of girl I am. I will always take out time to enjoy some pizza. I should also be more careful with not getting any on my new dress from Cynful Clothing, but I like to live on the edge at times. Sue me.


[[*Outfit*]]
Dress: Cynful Clothing “Sam’s Corset Dress” {NEW!} @ faMESHed March 2019
Hair: DOUX “Cristal”
Necklace: MINIMAL “Mery Necklace Gold”
Rings: YUMMY “Art Deco Rings”
[[Pose & Background]]
Pose: Focus Poses “U Wanna Pizza Of Me”
Location: The Flipping XXX Resort

Fast food and my late night thoughts..

Lost in my thoughts in the middle of the night…

Fast food, it’s all I’ve been wanting for the past couple weeks. Who sneaks down in the middle of the night to ear a cheeseburger, and now sneaks down to warm up leftover chicken nuggets? This girl! Numerous people keep telling me that maybe its time to get a pregnancy test and take it. My stubborn self keeps saying, “Noooo, there’s zero chance of this happening.” But, maybe, they’re right? Girl’s can have normal cravings though, shouldn’t they? We crave chocolate at times, so why should my fast food cravings be any different? Why am I trying to talk myself out of the possibility? Why am I in denial when I know how my body works? Obviously, I know something is different. Tomorrow will make six weeks since I’ve even had a period. How is my husband going to react to all of this?

Maybe it’s time I get that test…


[[*Clothing&Accessories*]]
Top, Shorts, & Socks: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Zaidee’s Casual Silky Set” {NEW!} @ FaMESHed
Hair: DOUX “Mona” {NEW!} @ EQUAL 10
Rings: (Yummy) “Art Deco Rings” (Belleza) {NEW!} @ Collabor88
Earrings: [RHUDE] “Cairo Earrings Gold”
Food: PewPew! “Chicken Nuggets”


Hello 2019 :D


Im baaacckkkk!!!

I know I took a much longer vacation than expected, but it was way overdue. Sometimes there just comes times in your life when you’ve did something for so long that you begin to lose your inspiration. And I was beginning to become that person. Needless to say, with everything that was about to take place I thought it was the perfect time to do a blogcation and just get away from it for a while.

                As a lot of you already know my rl mother had surgery on November 5, 2018. She had her whole spleen and half of her pancreas removed due to a mass they found. Luckily it wasn’t cancerous (YAY!) but it did take a bigger toll on her than we expected. To back up though it all kind of started around the end of August. The doctor appointments I had to take her to, the countless visits out of town to different hospitals, thus why my inspiration for blogging kinda started to cease to exist. My mind was in other places at the moment (as it should have been) and blogging just wasn’t my main priority at the moment.

                December rolled around which was when I initially thought Id be back to blogging, but that was put on hold. My mother was slowly but surely getting back to her normal self, but all the ER trips, doctor visits, and other hospital trips started to, I’m sure, lower my immune system and the second week in December I came down with who knows what, but it was the worst, worst, worst, sickness I’ve ever had in my life. Doctors couldn’t tell me what was wrong, but they continued to try to make me better. Each passing day only got worse. After four trips to different doctors I’m finally, sorta, starting to feel better, but I’m still not at 100% as my ears are still really infected. But I’m thinking its time for my blogging adventure to begin again as I can focus more on it now and with the break my mind is clear, and inspiration is starting to flow again.

                Thank you to everyone for being so patient with me over the past few months and especially a huge thank you to my sponsors who allowed my blogcation to last a little longer than expected. Yall are wonderful and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes me through the new year.

                I hope everyone’s January is off to an amazing start and your year continues to get better with each passing day.

Xoxo

Jaden ♥


[[*Clothing*]]
Top & Shorts: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Pajama Silk Set” {NEW!} @ C88
Hair: Runaway “Sue Recolored” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19
Rings: YUMMY “Curator Rings Set”
Milkshake: PewPew! “Creamy Milkshake Jar”
Nails: E.Marie “Mix&Match Pink Holo Coffin”
Backdrop: MINIMAL “Mood Bath” for Saturday Sale 1.12.19

be that woman

Be that woman whose not afraid to be who God created you to be.
That woman who is proud to be who you are, and stand in your truth.
In a world filled with so many influences, be that woman who finds
great pleasure in living out loud and above the influence. That’s how
you make an impressionable difference. Im happy to be a woman
who stands in my truth by remaining authentic, honest, and pure
hearted in all I do. That’s something I’ll never change for anyone.
That’s who people wont forget.


Dress: [Cynful] Clothing & Co. “Alvena’s Leather Strap Dress” {NEW!} @ Fetish Fair Feb 2018
Hair: [RA] “Nancy”
Rings: (Yummy) “Delicate Ring Stacks” [Slink Bento Hands] {NEW!} @ N21
Nails: e.marie “Boho Bliss Set” {NEW!} @ Kustom9

Hello November.

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“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.” – Carrie Bradshaw. 


The one thing that comes to mind when it turned Fall time is… cardigans. I love them in RL and I love them in SL. Nothing gives more of that “im warm, cuddly, and comfy” look than a big oversized cardigan. Theres quite a few of these at Sad November Event this year. Im wearing the one from MoDANNA. I love how its size is big and almost to the ground. Makes me want to cuddle up on the couch and binge watch Sex & the City, FRIENDS, Roseanne, or some older tv show along those lines. Also.. I think Sad November is a fantastic title for this event.. why? because it makes me Sad because my bank account in SL will be sad ALL November because this event will take all my monies lol.  The little tank top is a freebie from Blueberry. Yes it is a group gift and comes with a color changing hud. I love this tank and see it coming in handy for all kinds of different looks. Youre crazy if you havent snagged this little beaut yet. Jeans are a oldie, but goodie from Cynful Clothing. You can never go wrong with a skinny jeans and Ugg Boot look.

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Cardigan: MoDANNA “Cascade Cardigan” (Grey) {NEW!} @ Sad November
Shirt: Blueberry “Tank Top” (Group Gift) {NEW!}
Jeans: Cynful Clothing & Co “Skinny Jeans” (Blue)
Hair: *Besom~ “India”
Boots: Alyce “Ugg Boots”
Monkey: *[Black Bantam] “Baby Monkey” (Ash) {NEW!}
Necklace: (YUMMY) “Repurposed Charms Necklace”
Rings: **{Formanails}** “Rings”

In this burning house…

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I’ve been sleepwalking, been wandering all night
Trying to take what’s lost and broke and make it right
I’ve been sleepwalking too close to the fire
But it’s the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house


Top: MoDANNA “Fringe Suede Top” (White) {NEW!}

Jeans: Blueberry “Mia” {NEW}

Hair: Little Bones “Barefoot” {NEW!} @ N21

Necklace: YUMMY “Repurposed Charms Necklace” (This was an exclusive at N21)

Pose: Something New “Aylas Love” {NEW!}

Metamorphosis

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She comes home after a night out with him. No words leave her mouth, she feels as though all she can do is just sigh. Not the bad sigh, but the good one. The sigh that you let escape your lungs because its all you can do because no other words could even describe the way she feels. Shes trying to think of something to say yet nothing seems to even come close to how shes feeling in this moment. That moment after he leaves her doorstep. The moment after she opens her door and closes it, leans up against it and just smiles as she sighs. She reaches up to touch her lips, the place his lips just were lingering. Remembering every moment that just happened, replaying it over and over in her head. As shes trying to find words to sum up this moment for her.. she is reminded of this..


Metamorphosis
By: Lang Leav

I am somebody else’s story. The girl who served their drink, the person they pushed past on a crowded street, the one who broke their heart. I have happened in so many places, to so many people – the essence of me lives on in these nuances, these moments.

Yet never have I been bolder or brighter than I am with you. Not once have I ever felt so alive. Whatever vessel we pour ourselves into, mine is now overflowing, brimming with life. It is transcending into something new.

Hands are no longer hands. They are caresses. Mouths are no longer mouths. They are kisses. My name is no longer a name, it is a call. And love is no longer love– love is you.


 

When she cant express her feelings through her own words, she always reminded of something shes read along the way that can sum up everything so perfectly. To help her sum up how her life has been since she met him. To her he is love.. he is love.

Dress: .:Pink Sugah:. “Bella” {NEW!} @ Going Bust
Hair: Little Bones “GardenHead” (GIFT) {FREEBIE!}
Necklace: (Yummy) “Dreamcatcher Necklace” (Silver) {NEW!}
Heels: MoDANNA “Strap Cage Heels” (Cheetah) {NEW!}
Furry Friend: Birdy “Ferret Friend Hug”